Requested by: earth_angel17
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No one's pov:
This was it, you had to do this now......
Your eyes trailed up from yout feet to Vaggies two, pink eyes along with her gorgeus short hair who shined like glass with the sunshine shimmering threw the windows that lighten up the room.
It all happen so fast, so fast that it was even difficult for you to process
It feelt like just any other evening after you and Vaggie had eaten dinner and she was gonna wash the dishes, as one of her daily house tasks only for you startle her by gripping onto her arm and asking her if you two could talk in the livingroom. She was stunned for a few painful quiet seaconds before reluctivly agreed to with confusion was drawn in her eyes as she nodded slowly. You understood her confusion since you barely got this serious.
As you gently led Vaggie to the livingroom you could feel your throath tighten as your thumb rubbed over her knuckles to comfort her. Other than that sweet gesture all you could do was thinking if this is really the right thing to do. I mean, yoiu were only concern about your partner.
So you sat down on your shared couch and placed your hands in your lap, dusting off your clothes before speaking up "Vaggie, i have to speak to you about something..." you stopped as you sucked your teeth before you went on with a heavy heart ".....that's been itching at the back of my head these past few months...is that ok...?" You rubbed your arm, a force of habit you developed over your youth.
Furrowing her eyebrows, Vaggie sat down with you on the couch, sinking into the soft material as she nodded " Yes, ofcourse sweetie" She took a hold on your hands and locked eyes with you, her physical features all written in sympathy and calmness " You know you can tell me anything"
With those words you feelt rather foolish for acting all tense up, you've known Vaggie for what seemed like decades now. She was one of the first people who atcually made you feel comfortable when you first arrived in Heaven after you tragicly died in a horrible boat accident. When you were sad she let you cry on her shoulder, when you needed someone to talk to she would listen to you and when you feelt threathen she'd always protect you ( and you had to physicly stop her from attacking a citizen for getting to handsy with you)
"Ok..." You hesitated for a brief moment but came to the reslisation that there was no turning back, you needed to talk to Vaggie about this, if there's something you've learned during your life and afterlife is that good communication is very important for a relationship and you couldn't hide this uneasy feeling from your girlfriend forever.
Collecting all your courage and strenght you took a deep breath before locking eyes with Vaggie again who still held onto your hand, squeezing them gently "I-i just have been wondering about-y-you know that.... how you just disapear once every year with your boss Adam and some other angels"
You mutterd slightly when you mentioned Adam, you never liked him. For being the first man he sure was a huge peice of shit who barely respected Vaggie and you couldn't understand why Vaggie obeyed him like if he was a god or why no one in Heaven cared how he broke Heavens community rules and laws......
Real hypocroticy, i know..................
Vaggies eyes widen at your words and she gasped, her mouth hanging. Her clasp around your hand weaken.
Over all the years you two have been daiting she'd never mention of what she works as with Adam and the rest of her "sisters" , nor have you even brought up it, never thought about it before until now. " I don't wanna pressurew you, i know that you have your own life outside our relationship but i'm just very curious and very worried about how i'm uninformed about this....." You rubber her shoulder to sooth her as she seem to doze out with your question.
You both sat there on the couch for what feelt like hours, both staring deeply into eachothers eyes, neither of you saying anything until Vaggie suddenly blinked and cleared her throath as she started to stutter, visably nervous wich grew you more suspicious.
Finally, she collected herself, calmed down and answerd you, sounding more calm and now had a genuine smile plasterd on her black lips" I-i just..." She coughed " We just go out and train outside of Heaven city for a full day"
She leaned in and kissed yoyr cheek softly" I promise that it's nothing too serious to worry about, mi amor" She beemed at you.
Your gut-feeling was twisting together, repeadly telling you not to belive her words but you could tell that she wouldn't tell you and knowing how stubborn she can get at times you decided that it was probably better to let it be and just be happy that you got to talk to her like this so you just smiled back at her, masking up your uneasy feelings. " If you say so, sweetie"
And with that you two hugged, you rubbing circles on her back and her fingers twirling with your hair wich tickled a little and made you snort, holding in a giggle.
Maybe one day you'll found out, maybe..................
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