Still My Mate

6

5 YEARS LATER

Layla*

"Momma! Momma wake up" my little pup said shaking me back and forth

I open my eyes groggily looking into two haunting deep blues eyes

"Finway ?what is it baby?" Grabbing him and pulling him to my side

"I can't sleep momma" covering him up with my blanket pulling him running my fingers through his slightly shaggy black hair.

Finway was five and he resembled his father in so many ways from his appearance being a spitting image of Asher and his powerful Alpha aurora emitting off of him.

Since he had alpha blood in him he seemed to act more mature than other five year olds.

Not many knew of Fins existence, Rosie was the second one to find out I was pregnant meaning Hunter knew as well I had them swear to me they wouldn't tell Asher.

I had decided Fin gets to make that call if he'd like to meet his father or not he didn't know the whole story just that "daddy chose to be away from mommy and then mommy had to leave because she needed to get better"

I wasn't going to ruin his outlook on his father before he got the chance to meet him.

After Rosie and Hunter I had finally told my family still not sharing who his father was.

When they came to visit me the most strangest but greatest thing ever happened, Dax found his mate and well his mate was Rie and then he said something stupid along the lines of "I guess I couldn't stay away" cute but cringy if you ask me. They decided to stay in SunMoon with Fin and I.

Since Fins birth I had stayed in contact with Rosie she would always share news on how the pack was doing and most importantly how Asher was. I know it would be stupid to say I miss him but I do I miss him so much and seeing him in Finway doesn't help the miss I have for him.

From the last update I had received from her things weren't going well in BloodMoon. Kailey had found her mate, another alpha , and left Asher to rule the pack by himself. Sucks for him I knew that it would happened that Kailey would find her mate and leave him. There had been many rogue attacks right outside the boarder causing the beginning of a war to break out, nothing they couldn't handle within the past five years BloodMoon had become a very powerful pack. That doesn't mean I didn't worry I worried about my parents and friends safety as well as my estranged mate.

My thoughts were cut off by my phone ringing I quickly pick it up before it could wake my now fast asleep baby in my arms not looking at the caller id

"Hold on" shuffling out of bed covering Finway up making my way out of the room so I can talk "what's up?"

"Hey Lay sorry to be calling so late" Dax voice came through the other side of the line

"It's okay sorry Fin was sleeping in my bed again and I didn't want to wake him"

"Still having troubles falling asleep?"

I sigh, ever since Fin was three sleep has been difficult for him if not the nightmares that he wakes up screaming from it's just the impossible act of falling asleep. I feel so bad for my baby I don't know what to do to help him get through this.

"Yeah but he's asleep now so that's all that matters. Why are you calling so late anyways?"

"Right this couldn't wait I'm sorry. Tomorrow I'm heading back to BloodMoon and I think you and Fin should come with"

Come with ? No no I can't. We have come so far to stay away from there. The bond may come back and all that pain would come back. I know it's selfish to keep Finway away from his family but I'm scared.