Guns N' Roses | Aki x fem. Reader

Angels in the snow | Chapter 8

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"Dad! Come outside and play catch!" You yelled troughout the living room.
'What is this?' you asked yourself in your head 'Is this a dream?.. Who are these people? And why am i a little boy?' despite the questions that ran trough your head, you couldnt bring yourself to say anything you wanted to out of your free will. 'So this isnt a lucid dream or something? But if i cant control it then... Why am i aware of it? And why does everything look so real...'

"Taiyo isn't feeling well. Find something you can do by yourself" Your dad replied to you in a stern manner, your younger brother, that was apparently sick, looking at you from across the room.
"You always say that! Taiyo's never well!" You replied, your voice sounding frustrated 'What the hell is happening?..' you asked yourself in your head once more.

Your mother spoke up, in a seemingly calm manner "You're the big brother. Be patient and play by yourself."
You went silent for a beat. But then, after a moment of silence, you hear your brother speak up

"I.. I wanna play with my big brother!" Both of your parents looked at Taiyo, rather surprised. And so were you.
They agreed to let him go outside with you.
"If you start to feel bad, come back into the house, okay?" Your mom yelled from the doorstep, her voice echoing for a bit
"Okay!" Taiyo replied and waved.

You two walked around for a bit, trough the deep snow. You were pondering over the whole situation. Who the heck was Taiyo? You had no clue. But despite you questioning everything, you couldnt control the emotions you felt- or more percisely, the emotions of the boy you were in this dream. You then cocked your head, looking at Taiyo who followed you. You felt a wave of frustration run over you, and you couldnt hold it back.

"Dont follow me! You're annoying!" You then picked up some snow from the ground and shaped it into a ball, throwing it right at your brother.

"I can play on my own!" You yelled before you earned yourself a snowball that went straight into your face.

Your brother seemed to be rather amused about it, and you got even more pissed. So you two started throwing snowballs at eachother non-stop for about a minute or two. You two eventually stopped, your brother complaining "My hands're cold..."

You let out a breath "If you catch a cold, i'll be the one in trouble.."
As you said that Taiyo frowned, looking down at the ground briefly. It hurted him to hear you say that, and he wished he could do something about it.

His gaze then snapped back up at you as you spoke up
"Your hands wont get cold if we play catch. Go get our gloves from the house." You looked away briefly, for a second forgetting this was some sort of dream, despite your confusion.

Taiyo beamed a smile, immidiately rushing towards the house in excitement. You couldnt help but smile genuinely as you watched him run off so happily.

You saw him enter the house and close the door, patiently waiting for him to return.

WHOOSH!

The sound couldnt be louder, it almost sounded like a huge hurricane. Within a second, you saw your whole house get torn into bits and pieces, carried by a sudden wind that was strong enough to destroy anything in its way. For a moment, you had no reaction. You stared at your now torn apart house, and a moment later, your emotions started kicking in: shock, sadness, grief, confusion- everything mixed up in one. You felt your heart drop, a lump forming in your throat. But you didn't cry. The wind blew your hat off your head and it flew away who knows where. Tho you had no time to give a damn about that. And a moment later, you collapsed onto your knees, crying. And yet again, you couldnt control it.
"TAIYO!!!!!!" You yelled from the top of your lungs, desperate.