Fearless

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🤎Evermore🤎
Okay so let me get this straight: me and Red were just trying to hang out, and we had to witness our sisters fucking in the next room over. We went upstairs to get away from the noise, just to hear Midnights and 1989 fucking in the room next to us.

Cool, love that for us.

"My god there's not a second of the day where the house is quiet" Red complained, covering her ears.

"Do you want to get out of the house and do something? Between the fights and the drama and the fucking...this house is driving me insane"

"Yes please" Red nodded before we walked downstairs.

"Where do you want to go?"

"Anywhere, I don't care"

"Well, I kind of need to know where I'm driving"

"Let's just drive over to the park and walk around. We don't have to necessarily go anywhere, I just need to get out of the house"

"Sounds good to me" I said before putting the key in.

Once we got to the park, we sat down on a bench in an open grassy area. It was fully dark out, but that didn't really matter to us. It made it more fun.

We sat there and talked about random nonsense for probably an hour or two.

💙Midnights💙
"Nine come on" I panted with my head against the pillow, eyes shut.

This girl has literally been fucking me for an hour straight non-stop, and I don't know how much more I can take.

"One more round, you baby"

"Nine I can't"

"That sucks, guess I won't forgive you"

"Fine" I groaned.

Once we finally finished, she came up and lied next to me.

"Okay I guess maybe I can forgive you" she smirked before kissing me.

I felt awful about what I did to her, I hurt not only her, but also Lover and Rep. I was gonna make it up to them eventually, but right now I was too busy attacking her lips with my hands on her ass.

"Mmm" she moaned as my hand traveled around her waist.

"I love you pretty girl" I smiled at her.

"I love you too" she kissed me with her eyes closed, throwing her leg over me.

She'd been fucking me for an hour, but clearly she wanted me to do the same to her, so I slid my hand lower down and started doing to her exactly what she did to me.

Nine gasped as I slid two fingers into her, then buried her face in my neck and started moaning softly, grabbing the blanket that was thrown over us every time I sped up.

She was fucking me for an hour, so obviously I had to do the same to her.

The rest of the house probably hates us.

💚Debut💚
Fearless kissed me. Fearless kissed me. Fearless kissed me.

It was 2 in the morning, and I would normally be sleeping by now, but I couldn't stop thinking about it.

She's my best friend, and now things are awkward between us. For once she isn't cuddling me before I fall asleep, and I'm laying alone in my silent, dark bedroom, crying into my pillow.

I always say I "hate people being gay" and all that crap, but honestly, my feelings have changed drastically lately.

I might... MIGHT... have a sliiiggghhhttttt crush on her.

But she's my best friend, so that's weird, right?

Maybe I should just go talk to her. But also, what would I even say? There's no way I could confess my feelings for her, but I don't want things to be weird between us.

Anything is better than sitting here crying at 2 am, feeling like I just lost my best friend.

Once I stepped out of my room and over to hers, I took a deep breath before knocking on her door, half of me not expecting her to be awake.

"Come in" she answered, her voice sounding quiet and weak.

I slowly opened the door and walked in to find her sitting in the corner of her bed with her knees up to her chest.

"Fe?"

She looked up at the sound of my voice, and I saw that her eyes were red and puffy. She had to have been crying for a while.

"You okay?" I asked quietly before walking over to her bed and sitting next to her.

"That depends, how much do you hate me?"

Those words broke my heart.

"Fe no no no, I don't hate you at all. You're my favorite person in this world and you always will be. Come here" I wrapped my arms around her as she leaned up against me.

"I'm sorry" her voice cracked.

"You don't have to be sorry love, I'm not mad"

"B-but I kissed you. You're obviously straight, and I probably just ruined our friendship because of it. I don't blame you if you're mad at me"

Yeah but maybe I'm not straight...

"Fearless listen to me, I'm not mad at you"

"Not even a little bit?" she sniffled and looked up at me.

"No, not even a little bit," I smiled at her. "Nothing could ever ruin our friendship, okay? Nothing. I love you so much"

"I love you too De" she smiled at me before snuggling back up in my arms. I rested my head on hers, smoothing her hair with my hand.

Do I tell her?

No, things just got better, don't make them complicated again.

But she obviously likes me if she kissed me, and I'm pretty sure I like her too.

No you don't. You're not gay. Being gay is gross, and if you tell her you like her, you're a complete hypocrite.

There's nothing wrong with being gay, I'm not like that anymore. I really like her.

No, no you don't. She's your best friend, nothing more.

Screw it. I was about to get Fearless (double meaning).

"Fe?"

"Hm?" she replied sleepily.

"About the, um, the kiss..."

"Can we just forget about that?"

"No, we aren't forgetting about it"

"Oh, so you are still upset about it."

"No Fe, I don't mean it like that" I giggled. "I mean, I don't want to forget about it..."

For someone who was about to fall asleep 10 seconds ago, she sure was awake now. She looked up at me with a confused expression on her face.

"Wait...what?..."

"I love you Fe" I smiled at her before pressing my lips against hers.

This time, we both enjoyed it, and there were no regrets.

"I love you too sweet girl"

A/N- hiiii! Shorter chapter, but hopefully you enjoyed it! I'm writing this on the car ride home from my birthday trip, so hopefully it uploads lol

We've gotten this story to 5k views, my other story at 7k, and that honestly just blows my mind. I never expected these stories that I wrote for my own enjoyment to get as much support as they are, so thank you so so much!🫶

also guys i just found out today that i share a birthday with beautiful eyes (july 15) so i feel rly special now😝😝

(i'm sorry for the next chapter...)

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