Mikeys POV
I walked down the street a little quicker nothing on my mind but Andy. When I got to his door butterflies where swarming in my stomach and when he opened the door I couldn't help but smile. He had cut his hair and it was really beautiful. "Hey Mikey," the minute I heard his voice my heart fluttered and I just hugged him tightly. He hugged back and I felt so warm and loved it was indescribable how happy I was. "Come on in," He said sweetly and I stepped inside smelling the familiar vanilla scent that radiated off the few candles he kept lit in the window seals, replacing the candles in the glass holder whenever they burn out, they were almost always lit when I was around.
I know it sounds strange but it was actually really cute and made me feel safe for some reason. When the weather would get bad and the lights would go out Andy would lead me into the living room and we would sit and look at them and watch rain hit the window. Early in the morning when the sun is rising they still manage to look beautiful.
I snapped out of my thoughts and looked up at Andy. One of the few guys I've ever met who was taller than me. "Can I apologize? For telling you to leave because of your eating disorder? It just... you were so perfect and I knew you were doing it to impress someone or yourself and I didn't understand because I found you so amazing.. and you were so damaged.. and I just didn't know how to handle it. I was a mess when you were here so all this time that you've been gone I haven't really known what to do. "
I wanted to cry, I really did. I was finally back. It felt like life was returning to normal and I was going to be as happy as I was with Andy before he started getting jumpy.
"Is that all? You were just worried about me?" I suddenly felt terrible for making him such a wreck, but I also felt so important because he cares that much about me that he worried so much he was on the verge of insanity.
"Yes. I just want you to be happy and healthy. I felt like you didn't think I loved you, I thought it was my fault that you were doing that to yourself." This time I felt tears brim my eyes and I hugged him as tightly as I could and he immediately hugged back, "And after all the time I've been gone. After all the time I've ignored your calls, you held on. You love me that much. You let me drag you through the dirt and then waited for me to come back...oh my God, I love you." I looked up at him and he smiled at me sweetly, "I love you too."
I looked into his deep blue eyes and he looked into my hazel ones. "I love your eyes." I muttered and he blushed, "I love yours too."
He kissed me gently and I kissed back enjoying the warmth and sweetness of the kiss. We pulled back, "I missed that." I said feeling butterflies go haywire in my stomach. "Me too." We stood there like that, arm wrapped around each other, and eyes looking fondly at every feature in the others face.
"You know what I missed?" He said breaking the silence, "What," I asked curiously. "Our movie nights, you know the ones where you'd cuddle up to me on the couch?" I smiled, "Those were great weren't they?" He nodded and lead me to the couch, "Wait here, I'll get some snacks and we'll watch a movie." He said and I nodded. As he was gone a thought hit me hard and my stomach sank. Gerard. I let him slip my mind for a second and now I wasn't sure if I wanted him or not.
He didn't make me feel like Andy did... I pulled my phone out and sent him a text not expecting a reply for a while since he was talking to Frank he normally stayed off his phone during conversations.
Hey Gerard, I came to see a guy named Andy today to make sure he knew I had moved on, but now I don't want to leave... I'm very sorry but Andy makes me feel more important.
I turned my phone off just as Andy walked back in and I smiled at him.
