Frank's POV
As Gerard walked out to his car I felt like I was going to cry. Yes, I asked him to leave but it was because I didn't want him to keep getting hurt.
That sounds ridiculous because asking him to leave must have crushed him but if he would have stayed it would have been a continuous back and forth came with Jamia and Gerard.
That would rip him up even more. As far as the cocaine goes I may have to talk to Ray about it or let Gerard crash and burn.
Crash and burn. Those words echoed in my mind repeatedly making me wince. Gerard seemed to always be hurt, it was always me picking up his pieces.
Why couldn't he keep himself together? He's got severe depression Iero. That little voice in my head always sounded like my father, always called me by my last name.
That voice always wanted things to be right, so it was always showing me what a dumb ass I am.
You're so selfish, he's probably having the worst night of his life.
It happens. Breakups happen. This was just a particularly bad one and it will all blow over soon.
It will all blow over soon for you maybe but Gerard will probably be hurt for quite some time.
I sighed and went to the kitchen to start the coffee pot, this was going to be a long night.
Andy's POV
Mikey insisted on staying until after Gerard had spoken to all of us. Vic came back with a bittersweet smile and approached us. Mrs.Way had left earlier but Mikey told me he wasn't going anywhere soon.
"They just left with him," Vic said sympathetically to Mikey and I. "Thanks again man for what you did. There's absolutely no way we can thank you enough." I said knowing Mikey probably didn't have the energy to speak.
"It's getting pretty late so I think I'm going to head home. Keep in touch through the number I gave about Gerards condition. I hope your all alright." Vic had kindness literally dripping from his voice and it made me shiver.
"Yeah, we are going to head home too. I think a good night of sleep will help us clear our minds and work through this." I said and Mikey looked down at the floor his hands behind his back and skin pale.
"Come on love," I said wrapping my arm around his waist as we walked out behind Vic. "I love you," I said quietly to him just wishing he'd look back up at me.
"I love you too." He muttered as we approached the car. I sighed, please be alright.
It worried me when Mikey started acting this way, but I need to remember to hold myself together or things would go bad very quickly.
The radio was playing when we got in, it was playing rather loud so it wasn't like an awkward silence or low noise, I mean there was something for him to focus on other than the thought of Gerard.
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
I inwardly sighed and let my thoughts wonder back to me and Mikeys past.
Wake me up when September ends
Like my father's come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends
Images of us laughing and kissing and hanging out together flashed in my head
Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
I remember the time I questioned him about how much he hung out with Gerard and how Gerard and him would just stop and stare at each other.
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
I remembered Mikey not wanting to eat in front of Gerard. And then not at all.
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends
I remembered Mikey saying to me, "Andy I love you and only you. No one is going to take me away from you. Please don't worry so much me and Gerard have always been close like that. It's nothing I promise."
Summer has come and passed
He pecked my lips.
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends
Ring out the bells again
I noticed Gerard and Mikey staring and then Mikey not eating and suddenly being mad with me and yelling.
Like we did when spring began
I remembered telling Mikey to leave.
Wake me up when September ends.
We pulled up at the house and before Mikey could get out the car I touched his hand and he looked up at me. I looked deep into his beautiful hazel eyes and whispered, "You're mine. All mine and I know that, I trust you when you tell me that and I'll never doubt you on that."
And I leaned in and kissed him gently, he kissed back gently too but at the same time there couldn't have been more passion. I pulled back and brushed his cheek, "I'm gonna take care of you."
And suddenly. You ship Mikey and Andy. And want to kill me because Waycest.
