mom?
is it too late?
will your arms
never hug me again?
do you even love me?
I am so sorry
for all the sins I committed
trying to get you
to notice me
your hate is eating me alive
I wish you were here
and I wish you never had to
have me
what if you die
and I will never get your
forgiveness
maybe you are already dead
at least in my head
you made me this way
and now you can't even look
in my eyes
I scream at your back
and there is just a long silence
am I even your daughter?
mom?
