I'm trying to believe it's going to get better
but strange things keep happening.
and my face is turning into an ugly mask
don't listen to me
don't look at me
when I'm dying
my soul is falling apart
Woven through nothingness
And cold stars
are trying to trick me
that it's real
Something like this can't be happening
even in my head
It's just an illusion
reflections of faces and fragments of conversations
Please bring me back to my senses.
Days illuminated by ignorance
when that voice was not so often heard
Let me walk through the wilderness
To utter solitude and peace
Death seems like a light in the darkness
I count the years
Life seems unattainable
Tears return
But happiness is lost
In your eyes
Just let go of my hand
I'll be around anytime
you close your eyes and you realize with a shiver
Death cannot save you
