I try to laugh about it
while my bones are
getting too heavy
in my body
and I cannot remember
how to breathe
I did it again
and I do not know
how to stop
killing parts of me
by hurting someone
with my love
I am a poison
even to myself
I have no idea how to love correctly
oh god I am too much
and yet so little
I loved him and that was my first mistake
god take me away from this world
'cause even my love is wrong
