I am just an idiot who believed
love could save me
I am covered in dirt
while I ask for someone's hand
Love won't change me
I have to change for love
I loved you too much
I absorbed your existence
into me
and it suffocated your love
for me
and now I cannot
even look at my reflection
'cause I know how you see me now
and it makes me despise myself
more than ever
