I pray every night I will see you
in my dreams
and I will get another chance
to make you want my love
I just want another day
spend loving you
feeling like it is not wrong
am I a mess for being happy
when you are near?
is my affection a crime?
thanks to you I no longer
feared falling asleep
I knew you would be there
comforting me with your presence
yet now I spend my nights
crying because when you act like you love me
it is all just an illusion
tell me when it is time for you to go
I am close to dying
our time is coming to an end
am I not worthy of even trying?
Is my face a curse?
darling, tell me
am I hard to love?
