Emotions

2

First Kanaphan.

The name itself irritates Khaotung. It's been almost a year since Jiye left but he's still in the process of healing and moving on.

He started to forget the past. He almost felt he had moved on. Slowly day by day forgetting the painful past. But why did he have to met him.

That First kanaphan.

That freaking boy who reminds him a lot of his first love, Jiye.

That playful and childlike personality. The way he talks, the way he pouts, the way he behaves. Khaotung don't know why when he sees that boy named First, always reminded him of his first love. And it's not good because it only brings him pain.

He looks to innocent and actually nice. But hey, looks could be deceiving. He promised himself not he will not be fooled anymore.

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Khaotung stops in his track when he saw First is approaching him. He then decided to take opposite direction to avoid him.

"Khao wait!" First shouted his name loudly through the corridors. He sigh in annoyance. How dare that annoying boy calls him Khao? They were not close and only Jiye was allowed to called him that. And they are in fucking corridors! He glared at some of the students who smiled upon hearing his cute nickname. He walks faster for him not to catch up.

But he did.

That annoying boy blocked his way. One hand infront of his chest and the other on his knee panting.

"You walked too fast Khao." First said catching his breath. This annoying boy was too weak, Khaotung thought.

First shoved him a paper bag with packed lunch. "I just wanted to give you this. I cooked it especially for you."

"Will you stop bugging me?" He asked in irritation his forehead ceased.

Khaotung can't remember when he first saw this annoying boy. First just came out of nowhere and suddenly bug him one day.

First pouted cutely. "But i just wanted to give you this. Promise it's delicious. I'm a good cook you know, and i know you will love it"

Khaotung arched a brow and still not accepting the paper bag in his hands. "How would you know that i will love it?"

"I just feel it and it was made by me that's why I'm sure you will love it." First answered smiling. The smile was captivating but Khaotung scoffed to that because whatever this annoying boy did no one can beat Jiye anyway.

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Days, weeks and months have passed but the annoying boy, First kanaphan is still bugging him.

Walking through his room he saw him coming his way. He knows that annoying boy was here just for him. They are not taking the same course! His department building is literally on the other side of the university.

"Goodmorning, Khao" First greeted with a wide smile. First blocked his way so Khaotung had no other choice but to stop.

"You again?" Khaotung make sure he sound annoyed.

"Yes, it's me. First kanaphan, at your service." First say cheerily while bowing like a knight. "Won't you greet me back?" First asked sweetly, cheeks puffing and lips pouting.

"There's no good in the morning." Khaotung simply says.

First then playfully pinched his cheeks. "Hey don't say that! Everything is good in the morning because you have another blessing. The moment you wake up is another blessing. Isn't that good, huh?" First smiled just got wider but not showing any of his teeth. "And i got to see you. That's what good in the morning."

Khaotung just scoffed and pushed the boy away. "Maybe yours but not mine and if you want me to smile, then don't come near me. I don't want to see you again."

First pouted again but still followed Khaotung like a lost child making Khaotung to just rolled his eyes. Khaotung can't handle First kanaphan, he's too stubborn.

"Your so annoying." Khaotung said when he finally sat on his seat now and First sitting beside him with a smile.

And as the lesson have started, khaotung tried his best to ignore the annoying boy beside him. Then, he suddenly felt a light tap on his shoulder, he glanced on his right and saw First carefully sliding a piece of paper to him.

'I don't understand anything anymore °^°'

Khaotung sighed and rolled his eyes, muttering, "well that will be your problem.."

First then playfully rolled his eyes, crossing his arms on the table and laying his head on it. Looking with Khaotung with a smile, "You're so mean." He whispered.

Khaotung just scoffed to that and continue reading to his textbook, leaving First to stare at him. Weird enough, Khaotung just let him be. Usually Khaotung didn't liked the idea of being stared at by somebody even Jiye before because it makes him uncomfortable and make his skin crawl. yet, he didn't feel uneasiness from when First the one staring at him, he felt calm at least.

"wake me up when it's over Khao. I'm sleepy...." First whispered as he slowly drifted to sleep.

Khaotung scowled to that and ignore him again yet a few moments went by, he finds himself covering First head with his hoodie, and just silently hoped that the professor won't spot them.

Well it's not like Khaotung would care.

Khaotung was still annoyed to him. He still feel irritated and wanted the annoying boy to stop pestering him.

Khaotung wasn't ready to fall inlove again. And if he ever try, not with him. Not with this annoying boy who only reminds him of his past.