Emotions

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Khaotung quickly turn off the shower after finishing assaulting First again.

First was at the corner of the bathroom crying silently. He was tired and hungry but still it didn't stop Khaotung from kicking him one last time making him to cry from too much pain and beg for Khaotung to stop.

Khaotung just giggle to that and grabbed First cheeks harshly then slowly turning his face forcing him to look at him.

It was only then Khaotung noticed First puffy eyes and his cheeks was swollen because of too much hitting. Just by that look of First state alone, caused Khaotung smile to drop.

Khaotung heart dropped as he suddenly remember the cute First he met before. he miss the old First, he miss the moments of First annoying him and giving him cute stuffs every lunch break, the rays of sun that created a perfect angelic aura behind First. And also the smile that makes his heart beating like crazy, the smile and a beautiful wrinkles appearing on his cheekbones was now gone. Before, Khaotung was mesmerized by the beauty infront of him but now he couldn't recognize First anymore.

For Khaotung his lifeline First looks like a broken angel now.

For Khaotung First was fucking useless to him now just like his old camera he used to beat First before. First was also like that.

First was fucking useless.

But still Khaotung can't get rid of First. He don't know why? Maybe because First was good at bed even though the only thing he did everytime Khaotung force him to have sex is cry.

"K-khao why are you crying.. " First mumbled softly making for Khaotung to look at him and quickly hug him. Khaotung rarely cried this is the first time he showed so much emotion making for First to be worried.

Khaotung didn't answer and just pulled First into a tight hug. Khaotung don't know why he was crying. He don't understand why his heart was aching so much.

First was shocked by the tight hug but still he hug Khaotung back. After that Khaotung finally let go of the hug and stared at First who was smiling sadly at him. First face was full of bruises even his neck but still Khaotung find First endearing. So he leaned his forehead onto First's, noses flush against each other. First swollen lips were very distracting for Khaotung, which he subconsciously staring at.

"First can i try something?" Khaotung voiced almost a whisper while First mumbled, " Mmm."

After hearing that Khaotung pressed his lips against First, taking him by surprise. It was the first time Khaotung gives someone a meaningful kiss. And that someone was First. The kiss they shared and their naked bodies slightly touching makes Khaotung heart felt warm.