And just like a camera lens Khaotung can't do anything. He just stand outside the abandoned place as he watched all of that happen to First. He don't want to take a risk, he don't want his firstlove Jiye to be ruined like that.
Khaotung wanted to go inside and stop Shin and his friends but he can't. He can't move he was like forced to watch all of that. The scene was disgusting but also arousing in a sick way.
Khaotung never thought he felt aroused hearing First painful cries. But still it was so painful that he wish that just like a recorder he can destroy this memories forever
"P-please stop. It hurts." The words or more like a moan was heard inside.
The voice was so raw and painful makes Khao got a goosebumps hearing that especially when he caught First looking at the window asking for his help where he was standing right now. It was so hard to watch.
Khaotung can't take it anymore that he slid down the wall, burying his head on his knees he cried.
And after waiting for 2 hours Shin and his friends finally left now.
Khaotung immediately go inside and made his way towards First curled up body. He thought that First was sleeping that he gently made his way towards First and hug him.
But First push him away even though he was hugging him so tight. First was crying so hard making Khaotung to feel more guilty.
"g-go away p-please. I hate you. I hate you so much." First let out softly between his sniffles as he still push Khaotung away from him to stop from hugging him but instead of Khao letting him go he just pushed First harshly to the ground and pierced a stare into the younger's crying eyes. "Stop crying! You were the one who made this to yourself! I said stop crying! Stop fucking making me feel more guilty." Khaotung shouted making First heart dropped to hear all of that hurtful words. His body especially his heart was aching so much that the only thing he did is to hug himself while staring at the wall crying silently.
First looked completely destroyed.
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A rush of guilt and sorrow filled Khao's body. Khaotung didn't mean to say that but it was too late. The damaged he did can't fix anymore.
"Get up now you need to go home." Khaotung said as he pick up First uniform on the floor and throw it at him but First ignored him and cried more
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Fanfiction"The fuck! Are you fucking insane? why you cutting yourself First!" Khaotung said angrily as he grabbed First bleeding wrist and pulled him out of the bathroom. Khaotung was panicking he was scared that First might die because of too much blood gush...
