Emotions

3

"Do you really have to follow me around like a lost puppy?" Khaotung groaned.

First just giggled. "eeeeh, why not?"

Khaotung regret deciding to wake First out of his sleep earlier in class, and because of that, he finds himself being followed around by a certain annoying boy.

"Just stop following me okay. You're so annoying!" Khaotung shouted unintentionally making First to flinched to that. First was kinda scared of loud noise or when someone shouted madly at him that he quickly stops on his tracks and looked at Khaotung with a small smile. First didn't mean to annoyed Khaotung like this he just wants to be his friend.

"sorry if i bothered you." First spoke, still having the smile on his face. "I just don't have anyfriends and i was happy when i saw you and you seem kind and nice so i thought maybe we could be friends."

Khaotung sighed to himself because he felt like an asshole for always pushing this annoying First away.

"Sorry for bother you, see you later!"

As First started to walked away, Khaotung quietly finds himself stopping him by just holding on First wrist, lightly tugging him. First stops and look at his wrist then on to Khaotung. "Fine I'm sorry if i shouted to you... do whatever you want.. you can stay with me if you want to."

First blinked, then looked at his wrist once more and then decided to jump on Khaotung, wrapping his arms around Khao's neck, hugging him which startled Khaotung.

First love language happen to be physical touch, meaning he was very touchy feely kind of person. While Khaotung was exact opposite.

And so the walks towards the cafeteria. They talk about random things and that's when Khaotung knew First favorite book, that First likes cat but his parents don't want one because he had allergic reactions to cat's hair but First still wanted to have one cat in the future.

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After the school ended Khaotung immediately go to the abandoned place where his friend shin call him. He don't understand why his friend Shin flooded him with text messages all of a sudden.

"Hey, Khao come here."

"I have to go now Shin what do you want?"

"Just come here!"

Khaotung had a bad feeling about this. He knows what his friend shin wanted but he just brushed that strange feeling off and tossed his bag beside Shin and one of his friends then sit beside them.

"You know what i wanted khao. What his name the boy in the cafeteria? Tell me what was your new friend name."

"Shin? No i will not tell you his name. This is wrong"

"Tell me his name or i will kick you out of our group?" Shin threatened making Khaotung to look at him with shock eyes. Khaotung don't want that to happen because the meaning of that words to their friendship means spill all the bad things you did and make you pay for that.

"Fine I'll tell. First was his name. happy now!." Khaotung said sarcastically and just leaned his head looking at the gloomy sky then back to his friend shin who handed him a pack of cigarettes and lighter. Khaotung accepted it and lit one.

Khaotung knows how to smoke he learned all of that from shin. He learned so many bad things from shin that no one knows even the only girl he love Jiye don't know that. Khaotung had many regrets and one of them is having Shin as his friend.

Shin and Khaotung was friends before and now that they meet again in this school. Khaotung quickly become popular and had connections because of Shin that everytime Shin request something he can't say no.

"You know him so well huh? I'm jealous." Shin said making Khaotung to arched his brow to that he don't understand what was Shin wanted now.

While some of their friends was too high to interact to their conversation.

"What do you want?" Khaotung asked hands slightly trembled because he was afraid where this conversation will go.

"You know what i mean to that khao. I want him like i wanted Liz and the othe---"

Shin couldn't continue what he wanted to say when Khaotung suddenly grab harshly the collar of his shirt and lift him up to stand on the wall.

Khaotung was mad but mostly wanted to cry. Cry to all the bad things he did in the past. Shin saw that in his eyes making him to grin.

"What you gonna do punch me? Go on punch me khao! Punch me! Don't be hypocrite i know you also liked what we did to Liz."

"Stop! Fucking stop! I don't want to hear all of that" Khaotung screamed and hardly punched the wall beside shins head making it to break and scared Shin but instead of being scared Shin just laugh to that.

"Don't be a fucking baby khao! We always did it and look we still didn't caught be glad to that and if you don't want your only love Jiye to experience to what happen to Liz then do what i want got it. Remember i had connections khao."

"Fine! Fucking fine i do what you wanted just don't touch Jiye! Don't hurt her."

Khaotung shouted and beg. He was tired. He just wanted to moveon and forget the past but why faith testing him so much.