Emotions

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Khaotung was having a hard time to find First. After that night happen First was now skipping school and avoiding Khaotung and his friends as he can. First knows he can't escape and do this for a long run because Khaotung and his friends was now sending him threats saying they would spread the explicit videos of him if he didn't going to meet them.

First don't know what to do because who would believe him. He was scared his parents would beat him if they found out or worse killed him. He was ashamed and hate himself to be honest, he wanted to escape and ask for help but he was scared the videos of him will be spread. So instead of telling anyone about this he decided to just keep this a secret and going back now to the place Khaotung wanted him to meet him.

Same place where he got raped by Khao's friends. The abandoned place he don't want to visit again.

Khaotung promise him on the call that he and his friends wouldn't do anything. Khaotung promise that they will just talk and have some few drinks then after that they will delete the videos. So First believe on that.

But Khaotung lied again. He got stranded again to the abandoned place. He didn't know that the train that leads out to this town ended out 5:00 and no one told him that even Khaotung didn't told him. He didn't know Khaotung will fucking betrayed him for the second time. He was so dumb for trusting him again.

First wanted to go home now so he tugged to Khaotung's shirt begging for him to drive him home but Khaotung just laugh to that suggesting they could rent a motel to stay for a night and go back tommorow. Khaotung also said he can't drive because he was too drunk that night that was obviously a lie. So First had no choice but to agreed to that, they rent a motel and have a alcoholic drinks.

First didn't drink he just sit at the corner beside Khaotung who was laughing and busy drinking his own drink. First knows Khaotung and some of his friends was drunk as they make sex jokes about First. While First just sit there he was uncomfortable about it especially when Khaotung suddenly grab the back of his neck and force him to kiss him infront of them. First wanted to cry now he knew where this conversation will going so he hardly push Khaotung away and run but he didn't succeed because one of Khao's friends run after him and drag him back just to push him forcibly to the cold floor and punch him many times. And Khaotung who he thought would help him also held his both hands just to stop him from moving and letting some of his friends to do what they want with him. First was crying so loud as Khaotung friends takes turn abusing him.

And when it was Khaotung turn now. First started to cry again making Khaotung to be annoyed so he punch his mouth while threatening him that he would shove the bottle if he didn't shut his mouth. First had no choice but to just let him he just close his eyes and cry silently as he don't want to see a camera pointed at his face while Khaotung was moving inside him.

After that First was just crying all night. First eyes was unfocused he was crying and had multiple bruises around his body but it didn't stop Khaotung to lit his cigarettes and point the end of it to First private parts making First to cry and plead for Khaotung to stop and take him home now.