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Never have I been this amused by what is going on in my life.The person i badly wanted to stay away from is coming close to me.And that is scaring me.I am not ready to let my guards down and get hurt.Last time it was unexpected.But this time it would be me letting myself drown.I am irresistibly pulled towards him.The feelings i have suppressed all these years are budding.This time i am afraid i cannot get out of it.I think it would be better for me to leave silently
carrying the memories.I called my superior to report my return."Hello sri.How are you.Are you enjoying there" she asked with energy filled in her voice.She is one of the persons I admire.She has never been the grumpy and 'ready-to-scold' kind of superior.
"I am good ma'am.And I am enjoying here.I want to ask when do you want me to report there."
"You have never asked leave for once since you joined.I would be happy if you take time for yourself.Donot worry,everything is going great here."
"I understand.But i want to join back."
"Well, there is a meeting scheduled with the clients next week.If you insist,you can report then and take up the project."
"Next week" i mumbled.
"All right ma'am.Thank you."
"Hmmm.Bye"
"Bye ma'am" call ended.
I sighed and plopped down on the couch.I want to get rid of the thoughts that are eating me out.I am in dilemma about what to do further.Maybe I should go back to my earlier life.Home to office and office to home.That is way more peaceful than this ocean of feelings in my heart.However will he accept if I asked him to be in my life forever.'That is out of question sri.stop stressing yourself ' i convinced myself and stepped into the kitchen to cook something for dinner to pacify my growling stomach."Hmmm....what an aroma" pravi came running and stuck to me back hugging.I smiled as it reminded me of the days when we used to stay together.
"Hmm...veg pulao.Good mood today huh??" She said cheekily raising her brows.
"Should I shout at you then?" She pulled back looking at me as if I am an alien.
"Mood Wrecker" i chuckled at her choice of words.such a kid she is.
she sat at the dining table playing with the spoon.She made a sound as soon as the rice touched her taste buds signing me that food is delicious.we continued savoring on food in silence until she broke it.
"Did you like it today" i looked who is still consumed on eating yet waiting for my answer.
"Hmm.It reminded of our old days"i answered her simply.
"What do you like most about today." She looked interested in my reply."Everything" i stated.
"Any specifications" she immediately asked.I chuckled remembering the haunted house.How he asked me to not tell them.how Cute. I glanced at her face.
Now she looked desperate for the reason I didnot know.
I shook my head in negative.Her reaction is unimaginable."You should have sri " she whined for not having a specific favourite out of a dayout.Did she hit her head somewhere.
I picked the dishes to wash them.
"I will do it today.You have worked hard cooking" she intervened picking up the dishes and rushed to the sink.
It is time to watch movies.I selected a romantic comedy and waited for pravi to join.
"Are you not going to join" i asked her as I saw her going towards the bookshelf.But to my surprise she switched off the tv as the socket is beside the shelf."Today it is sister's time.I want to talk"
Hmm...she is cooking something in her little brain.Let us find out."Alright come sit" I agreed patting the couch indicating her to beside me
"Ha..before that I want to tell you something."
She nodded telling me to go ahead."I am going back..to Mumbai next week."
She immediately raised her eyes looking straight into mine with blank expression on her face.Unexpected." They called you??" She questioned maintaining the same posture and expression.
I shook in negative hesitating.
"You want to" i stayed silent.
"Are you not feeling sad about leaving." I shook my head in positive continuing
"You...yes" she looked down maybe feeling sad." Sri will you be honest if I ask you something"i hummed.
"You love Siddharth.Am i right?"
You did not ask pravi you stated i thought in my mind.However maintained a calm posture.
"As in your senior no--"
"Let me tell you.I willnot buy whatever you say" she warned.Now i am scared."Let me keep it straight" I looked at her with utter fear in my eyes.
The question she threw made my eyes widen in pure shock.It isinevitable.I knew it would happen but not this soon."Is the Siddharth you liked or loved is the same one..my senior" she said in no nonsense tone.
I have no option except to accept the truth.I nodded.
"Words sri"
"Yes" i accepted.
"Then why are you trying to run away from him when you have chance to be with him maybe forever" she raised her voice little confronting me.
I stayed still.
"He is a good guy sri.Donot have any addiction.No past relationships. Moreover he is a complete family person.Where do---"
"I have thought over it pravi.I had then and now."
"What is that stopping you from being together "
"Pravi please I have thought it over.This is for better.And let me tell you the first and last time Him and I are impossible"
I told her and stormed to my room.The day I never wished to come at least this soon is already here.
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