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Warning: This chapter contains graphic languages, and behavior that may disturb some readers.

Hindi 'to warning about ano!

Mira:

"So you are the old lady?" I asked her.

"Ilang taon lang kitang hindi napuntahan, 'nak, kinalimutan mo na ako?"

"Stop calling me 'nak, please. You're not my mother anymore. If you need help, just ask for help. Hindi 'yong sinusundan niyo pa kami." Kalmadong sabi ko.

Biglang humigpit ang hawak niya sa braso ko.

"Lalo na si Atasha at Myla." I added

Lalo pa niyang hinigpitan.

"It hurts! "

" Oh? Diba sanay ka naman dati diyan? Diba! Anong sabi ko? Ayoko nakikita kitang umiiyak diba! Matapang ka na ba ngayon, ha? "

Fuck...

" S-stop!" I shouted.

She then grabbed my hair.

Fuck, why i can't do anything! My hands are shaking.

"Oh? Why are you crying? Ganiyan naman dati ginagawa namin sa'yo, Little Mira." She then laughed.

"It hurts..."

"AYOKO NGANG NAKIKITANG UMIIYAK KA DIBA!" Lalo niyang hinila ang buhok ko.

"Sagot!"

"Stop." I whispered still crying. Nanghihina ang mga tuhod at kamay ko.

She then slapped me.

Slapped...me?

"Tanga mo talaga!"
"Mira, mamatay ka nalang!"
"Jusko! How can you failed?!"
"Napaka hina ng kokote mo!"
"Nakakainis ka!"

"Putangina, Mira. Alam mo ba ga'no kasakit sa'kin no'ng binisita mo 'ko sa hospital, ha?" She asked and slapped me again.

Do you know, gaano kasakit sa'kin ang hindi kumain ng dalawang araw?

Do you know ga'no kasakit sa'kin na saktan araw-araw?

Do you know gaano kasakit sa'kin na mismong sariling pamilya ko...hiniling ang kamatayan ko?

How can you?!

"Masakit sa'kin 'yong bilang ina mo!"

Ina?

"Can you fucking stop crying!" She shouted.

How?

I feel like i have no voice, that all i can do is...

Cry.

Because of that fucking slap, pulling my hair, everything is back again.

"You ruined Lim's!"

I ruined?!

I?!

She then put her hand on my neck.

"Bakit hindi ka pa mamatay ngayon ha!"

Hinigpitan niya ang pagkakahawak sa leeg ko.

"I... I can't breathe."

My tears are falling, i can't breathe nor move.

" You are a fucking disgrace!"

" MIRA!!!" Agad niyang tinanggal ang kamay niya sa leeg ko at tumakbo papaalis.

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