Blueprints of a Life with you

17

"Ano bang nainom niyan? Simula pa 'to nung pag-uwi niya mula sa party mo."

"I didn't know. She wasn't replying to me. I tried calling her but her phone was turned off. Did you try calling a doctor?"

"It's just a fever, Phil. Maybe she just had too much alcohol. She refused to see a doctor. We wanted to have her checked, but she told us it was okay. She's quite better now."

"Can I go inside?"

Kanina ko pa naririnig na nag-uusap sina Larrick at Phil mula sa labas ng kuwarto ko. I panicked when I heard the door opening. Hindi na ako nakapikit dahil nahuli na ako ni Phil!

"Hey, I was worried," panimula niya. He closed the door and went to me. Umupo siya sa tabi ko. He held my hand and gently caressed it. "I thought you were avoiding me because of what happened between us."

"Hindi! Bakit naman kita iiwan dahil do'n?" I felt my cheeks flushed. I couldn't even say the word!

"Why don't you see a doc—"

"I did... Right after you brought me home. The doctor said I have vaginal lacerations, Phil. Dahil doon kaya ako nilagnat. I'm fine now." He looked worried when he stared at me. I shook my head and smiled at him. "Don't feel bad. It's normal. I wasn't forced in any way or at any point. I wanted it, okay? And although the vagina is expandable, your dick was just too big—"

I started laughing while trying to remove his hand from my mouth. He covered it immediately when he heard my words. There's nothing to hide anyway!

"Fuck, you had me worried. Because of this incident, we won't do it again—"

"Phil! That's not fair!" He stood up, his hands on his hips. He looked at me with serious eyes. "I'm sure it won't happen again! It was our first. Maybe you could help me get used to it."

"Larissa, I don't want you to suffer like this again. I am fine being your boyfriend." Umakto akong nagtatampo. I heard him sigh. "Fine. But we'll do it again after your graduation."

My eyes widened at what he said. Oh my gosh, I'll be so dry by then. What would happen to me? Even seeing his damp hair, creased forehead, and serious eyes thirst me! So, his idea is just not right!

"That's too long! It'll hurt again by that time!"

He groaned, "I can't really win against you." I laughed but stopped immediately after I saw him staring at me. "I love you."

Nang makabalik ako sa school, parang naging protective ang mga kaibigan ko. Akala kasi nila nagtampo ako. Ang hindi nila alam, nilagnat ako dahil sa laki ng alaga ng kaibigan nila!

Magkakasama kaming lima ngayon dahil ayaw nila akong tantanan. They were clinging around me like damn bodyguards. Nakakahiya na nga dahil pinagtitinginan kami ng mga nadadaanan namin. I didn't mind them nalang as I walked my way to the canteen. But I swear it bothered me when people at the canteen watched us! We probably looked like a scene from a movie or a drama!

Some of the boys in line went to the side to let me go first. I shook my head at them and told them it was fine. Pero mukhang natakot talaga sila sa mga kasama ko! I understand them! Some knew that Phil was once a member of a frat or a brotherhood. And Miah is known for engaging in street fights. Si David lang yata ang matino ang image sa kanila!

"Can all four of you leave me for a moment? You've been like this since I came back!" I faced them. Phil started massaging his nape while looking up. David was looking at the side. While the two had their lips pursed. "I wasn't mad, okay? I was just sick!"