On Thursday Sirius didn't go to even one class, didn't eat anything, and didn't shut his eyes even for five seconds, because in that day it had been a week from the full moon, and he hoped so badly that Remus would wake up.
Sadly he didn't.
Sirius slept in the hospital wing like he had done the past week, or well, the very little time he slept. This night it was 20 minutes if you count together, because first he slept five minutes, then two, then ten and then three, that does 20 minutes.
When the clock was 8:07 Regulus came there.
"Has he wake up yet?" He asked.
"What does it look like?" Sirius asked.
"What if he doesn't wake?" He asked.
"He'll wake, we just have to wait" Regulus said.
"And I wonder how long that could be!!" Sirius shouted and spreaded his arms dramatically.
"It has been only a week, and after this day a week and one day" Regulus said.
"ONLY A WEEK?!?!" Sirius shouted.
"Do you know what this feels like?! The one you love the most and more you can even tell is laying down in the hospital wing and perhaps will never wake up again and he doesn't even know that you love them!!" He shouted.
Regulus of course immediately thought about James.
"No, I don't know what it feels like, I can only imagine and I'm sure it would hurt vastly, sorry" Regulus said.
"Well what made you to realise that?" Sirius asked.
"You finally said something useful" Regulus said.
"I say useful things all the time" Sirius said.
"Like: wake up fucking idiot so I can tell how much I love you and I don't have to kill myself!!" He shouted to Remus.
"Okay, calm down, you're not gonna kill yourself" Regulus said.
"If that idiot doesn't wake up I will" Sirius said.
"I can't live without him. Watch me. Watch how I live now. I need him" he said.
"You'll get over it" Regulus said.
"Do you have anyone who do you love so much that nothing is enough to tell how much?" Sirius asked and Regulus nodded.
"Okay, imagine them to die. Will you get over it?" Sirius asked.
"No" Regulus said.
"Oh my Merlin, when you become smart. Or good at these things. Or something?" He asked.
"Don't know" Sirius responded.
"Buuttt.... who's that one then?" He asked.
"Not gonna tell" Regulus responded.
"Oh, come on, tell to your big brother" Sirius said.
"No."
"I'm like pretty low in life now, could you just do one thing to make feel better and tell me who it is?" Sirius asked.
"Sorry, but no, I would love to, but you'll hate me for the rest of your life if I tell, so no" Regulus responded.
"Why would I hate you?" Sirius asked.
"That is something you perhaps will never know" Regulus said.
"Unfair" Sirius said, crossed his arms and looked at Remus.
'You can't tell him, he'll hate you. Or will he? Don't take that risk. Don't tell him. And if I tell him he probably tells to James and then they both hate me, so don't tell, anything he says or does don't tell him' Regulus thought.
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