A teenagers journey

MENTAL HOSPITAL FRIEND

Tw: talk about self harm and eating disorders

Charlie perspective

Driving away in that car absolutely kills me Knowing that every day that I wake up, I won't be able to go to nicks house and see him kills me so much. I love my nick my nick Nelson

But this is my choice I did that so I could be ok I want to be able to eat in front of my friends or go out to a theme park and grab a sweet treat without wanting to go hide in the corner and eat it

I feel like this is going to heal me for the better I know that this is gonna heal me for the better I love the fact the saw that when I get back, I'll be able to see nicks face and be a little bit better

My life is so perfect with him and the second I see him I am going to kiss the ever living crap out of him.

Nick's perspective ( the next day )

Charlie's gone now Tori made me come inside cause I was crying and me and Micheal are good buddies now I can't stop getting over the fact that Charlie is gone it hurts so much

I love Charlie so much he's my ride or die my life the one person I want to be with, but I know that I am going to this mental hospital is going to help him he'll I know love can't cure mental illness, but I wish I could

I'm gonna go visit Charlie in a couple of days because I don't think I could spend less than a week without him but it's not gonna be the same as seeing him outside of the hospital

I'm ready to see him outside, even though he only left yesterday I'm happy that Charlie is getting better and I'm excited for him to tell me everything that's been going on there

Charlie's perspective

I just got settled into my room. It's not that bad, but obviously any type of object has no corners is circular because they always protect people from self harming while in the hospital.

I met this guy his names Eric he has an eating disorder too, and came here because of the same reasons me you're so lives close near us so I might hang out with him sometime.

Charile and Eric first meet

Charlie hi I am Charlie nice to meet you

Eric hi I am Eric its nice to meet you as well

Charile we're you forced to come here or was this a choice

Eric I made the decision to come here. I felt like it was better for me then we just sitting around everywhere.

Charlie if you don't mind me asking what are you here for

Eric I am here for multiple reasons. I have an eating disorder, and I actually used to self harm because of my parents.

Charile wow we're almost the same I'm here for a eating disorder and self harm, because of my ex who sexually assaulted me

Eric oh my God I'm so sorry

Charile it's ok I've been doing this because I know it's for the better and it's still traumatized me sometimes but if I didn't come here, then I would never get better

Eric I think we're gonna be really good friends

Charile oh, I also got bullied because I'm gay and that's another reason why I self harm

Eric wow you have went through a lot already and your like what 16

Charile yep

Eric Same

Charley's perspective

I think it's pretty cool he's nice he's calm his chill if he was going to be able to connect with somebody in that way without needing to hide it because everybody here at this hospital is here for a reason that you more than likely went through

I know Nick is still probably freaking out but I am going to see him in like three or four days so I think it's gonna be pretty cool but it won't feel the same

When I get out of here I hope I still keep in contact with Eric. I think we both actually got here on the same day so hopefully we have the same leave date but that's closer to Christmas so I don't wanna worry about that

Eric's perspective

I just met this dude named Charlie is the same age and he's here for the same reasons me just a tiny bit different of a story I think it's pretty cool. He's also gay which I still haven't even figured out that yet

But he's really chill and I hope to be friends with him. I think I've had a crush on a guy once I don't know though I think Tom Hollins is hot.

Shit maybe I'm bisexual I don't know I don't think that something I should be worrying about here because we're literally to heal not to worry about our sexualities

Nick perspective

Charlie just told me about this guy named Eric and I think he really sounds like Michael because he's confused with sexuality but not confuse what sexuality he's apparently really funny and I'm glad that Charlie's making friends

He's really cool with Charlie says, but I'm happy for him. I think it's gonna be cool to hear all the stories and meet this guy I feel like he's gonna be a really cool guy never will finally have some bisexual Friends

No, I wouldn't be mad about that. If we had some bisexual friends cause then we get upset over the same guys. If you can't tell, I am way more into guys then I am girls.

I guess I'm just a guy kisser. I think Charlie said that once I would hope so are we hope that I'm also a good kisser. I think Char said that I don't know but I love him.

Tori's perspective

Oliver is going in singing without his brother. It literally is so annoying. She's jumping on me now and bugging me know and not bugging Charlie.

He really needs to get better because I don't think I can deal with all of her for another second I know he's gonna be gone for a while and I'm glad that he's getting better because I can't stop worrying about him in the back of my mind. Oliver won't stop saying that he's mad over his vacation.

I don't think Oliver understands that in a couple of years me, Charlie and nick won't be at the house much will be moved out but I don't even wanna get into the talk with him

Charlie's perspective

Well, I think I'm gonna go to bed now I am so tired. Eric tried to play me in chess. He doesn't understand that. I am literally the chess champion.

I am excited to see nick in a couple days, but I am going to sleep now good night nick I wish you could hear me.

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Thanks for reading part two of this story hope you all enjoyed

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