This is a brand new story not focusing on my other story ❤️ the storyline is completely different from my other story
Charlie's perspective
I woke up in the morning realizing that after everything today is the day that I go to the mental hospital
I know that this is going to be for the better, and it will hopefully help me, but just leaving Nick behind kills me so much
I love him so much I love everything about him. I love his eyes, his hair, his lips since everything is perfect, but I'm not in a mental state to be here.Nick's perspective
Today my boyfriend Charlie spring is officially heading to the mental hospital. It honestly scares me not being able to know if he's OK 24 seven but I know this is going to get him better but not better to the full extent.
A lot of my friends that know about Charlie's anorexia and his mental health really think that when he comes back, it's gonna fix everything
But that's not how it works. Anorexia is something that takes forever to like I don't know the words for it to heal but you're never healing an eating disorder you're just showing yourself that you're strong enough to want to get better.
Charlie is just so amazing and I love him so much when we said those three little words I honestly couldn't believe it. My life changed the way but I thought changed I fell in love again even though I already knew I was in love it felt like a brand, new chapter.
With him being gone, it's just gonna scare me so much I don't know what to do when my mom we're on the beach and said to me that loves catcher mental illness I wish I could because then everything would be better
Charlies perspective
I know this is gonna be hard on nick and everything it his emotions just gonna explode, but I think he knows it's for the better I know it's for the better I chose to do this
My mom also thinks it's for the better and this is the first time that she actually put out a great opinion. Sorry that was rude. But you just don't get the feeling of Jane until you meet Jane Jane it's just somebody that says that they care but never really do.
I always used to study at nicks before GCSE B but she doesn't let me know because she thinks that my mental illness is going to be a huge issue
Nick, the only reason I'm getting through this because I love him and he loves me. She doesn't understand that this love is gonna last forever when I know it's gonna last forever
Nicks perspective
I think we both have two hours until Charlie leaves but I don't know I'm gonna go over there right now and say my goodbye I guess I know it's not a goodbye I know it's from the two weeks but I just feel like I'm gonna say goodbye to the love of my life
Which I am for two weeks I feel like that's so long I loved it so much nobody ever understand so much. I love him nobody will ever understand how much I love. Charlie Charlie is my one true love the guy I want to be with with the rest of my life. It's gonna be so hard to see him go
I'm gonna head over there now and hopefully just hug him and kiss him for one last time before I have to say goodbye for a little while to that man when he gets back
Probably shouldn't have these dirty thoughts with my boyfriend is going to a mental hospital, but just imagine your boyfriend being so hot
Charlie's house
Nick arrives at the house
Nick knocks on the door
Charlie hi
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A teenagers journey
FanficThis is based on what, Nick and Charlie go through further into volume four where Charlie is at the mental hospital