A teenagers journey

THE VIST

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Nicks perspective

Todays the day I finally get to go see my boyfriend Charlie spring It's been about almost a week now since he went to the mental hospital and all I can think about is him Coming home.

When he gets home, I am just going to kiss him and we are going to have the best Christmas ever I miss him so much to the point where I can't even understand my feelings

He has taught me what love really is and what love means he cares for me all the time he helped me on my last GCSE I don't know that he won't come back to school immediately, but I'm ready for him to come home

He comes home in about two weeks, which is five days before Christmas these last couple weeks are going to be the most dreadful time in the world but if that means he will get better and that's all that matters

Charlie's perspective

Today's the day that I get to see Nick Nelson my boyfriend all I wanna do is hug him and kiss him and just love on him in about two weeks I get out of a mental hospital which is scary but the exact same time I'm excited I'm gonna be able to spend Christmas with Nick

You already said to me that he wants to give me another hickey like he did last year on the Paris trip and I wouldn't be mad about that but besides that every night in my room, sometimes I cry myself to sleep, because I hate not being around my family

Without my family and nick, my life feels so empty inside my heart shatters my thoughts only about getting out of this place but I know that I'm getting better be getting better should be the one thing that I'm prioritizing but I can't stop thinking about me leaving

It hurts. I love Eric. He's such a kind die and I know that we get out the exact same time but what if I never see him again? He's been so helpful and kind that this is the one friend that finally knows everything about my mental health.

When I opened up to him about Ben I felt a relief off my shoulders a kind where you feel like you're being lifted up because you know that you're getting better

I know that I will never get better forever and it won't be a permanent better but will be some type of that or where I don't self harm because that was the main thing

Even when I was a kid, I wouldn't eat much and I didn't have an eating disorder then at least I don't think I did

Nick's perspective

Me, Tori, Michael are in the car Charlie asked if his mom would say back because he didn't have the words for her, because even though she was supportive, she tried to make him not go

And we respected that wish we told her that we only wanted to go visit him and that by his regards, he didn't want her there and she shook her head and understood that she messed up.

I am so excited to see Charlie I don't know what I'm going to say to him but I know immediately I'm going to say I love you I love Charlie so much I can't get him out of my head. It's like a curse, but the best curse in the world

Tori's perspective

Nick can't stop talking about how excited he is to see Charlie and honestly you would think that I would be more annoyed because of the type of person I am, but I know that nick cares for him so much

Just like Michael cares for me driving because I was meant to drive, but Michael wanted me to be his very own passenger princess, which I am not a princess I am way far from princess I'm more like the devil

I am only that way when it comes to people hurting my brothers or Michael or nick I became very fond of Nick, and even thinking about somebody hurting him, wants me to stab that person when that person doesn't exist

Nick is so loving to Charlie, that every time i smile on Charlie's face it's like a reward reward, but he is finally moving and allowing himself to be in love

Even When Nick and Charlie started dating Charlie really liked him but didn't want neck to fall in love with him he did this because of what happened with Ben

Anytime that Charlie was around nick she was happy, but he just felt like he couldn't allow nick to be in love with him ever and I feel like nick knew that, but that wouldn't stop him
That would never stop nick

Charlie's perspective

Nick messaged me on my phone that he was going to be here soon. We get our phone every day at around 3 PM and we get it until bedtime. In the morning we need to eat and then we need to go hang out with anybody and obviously I only hang out with Eric.

The best part is is that Eric only wants to hang out with me because why would we go talk to anybody else when we have each other Eric doesn't want to meet Nick yet he feels like home and feed in the privacy of our relationship

I kind of felt weird when he said that because I feel so Close to have that even when we talk about Nick, he's just so happy for me and I'm just confused why she wouldn't wanna meet him he wouldn't be invading our privacy

When I eat, I go hide in my room and Eric make sure that I'm ok he doesn't like to just charge in and make sure that I'm ok he likes to become about it, and he always asked if I want to eat with him some days I don't some days I do

The days where I don't have been happening last and it makes me really happy because I know that I'm getting better

Nick's perspective

We arrive at the hospital. It kinda looks bougie and I'm excited to see Charlie a lot so I'm just gonna head in and stop sitting in my thoughts and just hug my boyfriend

Nick hi

Charlie hi my love

Nick I can't believe I am finally seeing you

Charlie I can't either

They hug

One of the workers comes over

Worker Charlie

Charlie yes

Worker those to just left for a minute would you like a privacy room for you to

Charlie that would be great

Worker OK it's right up there on the left

Nick thank you

Charlie grabs onto Nick and kisses him

Charile I missed you

Nick I missed you more

Charlie that's not possible my love

Nick I love when you call me that

Charlie oh yeah my love

Charlie leans in and kisses nick

They make out for about a half hour

Nick well I love you, Charlie message me OK

Charlie I love you too I will

Nick bye

Charlie bye

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