A teenagers journey

Hurt...

Tw: self harm

Charlie's perspective

I just feel like today as I get closer to leaving this place. I think I leave either tomorrow or the next day I don't really know yet, but I've learned so many things and my life is not going to be the same leaving this place I'm still going to have those feelings for I want to self harm and I won't want to eat but I feel like this place is just brought me so much closure to what has been going on

I feel like  I'm getting better and that everything is going to be OK eventually not now not later but eventually I feel so hurt. Eric leaves today and it kills me that Eric is going to leave. We exchanged numbers because I would like to see him more often now that I'm going to be out of this hell hole but

I feel like we can stay good friends and be connected and hang out because Eric is a really kind guy and I think he's also the same age as me or a year older and I know Nick has been dying to meet him so the first time we hang out I'll definitely have Nick meet him

But yeah, I'm gonna go talk to the mental hospital in Assistant and see what day I'm leaving because I need to know if I'm either packing or what because I really don't know, my mom hasn't come to visit me at all and I've been here for three weeks but who cares right?

Nicks perspective

Charlie comes home tomorrow  after three long weeks of not being with him. I am one of the happiest people in the world but I'm also so scared and frightened that he's not going to be. OK but things are how things are if that makes sense.

Charlie is just so perfect in that sense that even when he's not OK he can look OK I guess will call that perfect because people don't know if he's OK but at the exact same time it won't worry any of his friends 

Last week I think it was I went out and the group made Charlie a gift basket  and I gave it to him. He was very happy but he just didn't want everybody at the hospital because things happen and it's stressful for him and his mental health an eating disorder. It just always hurts up.

Eric's perspective 

Well, I am leaving today after three long week so being in here I am officially leaving. I just got all my stuff packed up and my parents are gonna be coming by soon. I'm scared to leave Charlie but I know that he's gonna be fine and that tomorrow is the day that he leaves.

I almost told them to tell me if anything happens but that's why I don't mind and I don't want negative things I'm trying to steal his man or anything because I don't know myself yet, so I am not even know if I like girls guys or if I just don't like people in general

That's a topic for another day though I'm gonna go thank Charlie and say goodbye because he's so dear to me

Charlie: hey Eric, you excited to go

Eric: kind of are you sure that you're gonna be OK?

Charlie starts tearing up

Charlie: I'm gonna be fine please just keep in contact with me talk to me and be who you are here you're very kind and I don't know if I would be on the same track that I am if I didn't have a friend here

Eric: of course I'm going to message you and we can hang out. We don't live that far from each other.

Charlie: yeah, I know I'm excited to get out of here and I bet you are too

Eric: oh yeah I am definitely excited to get out of here

Charlie: that's good

Eric: yeah but are you sure that you're gonna be OK?

Charlie: I think so, but I'm really worried that I'm not going to be

Eric: you got this char

Charlie: I hope so Eric cause this is so hard and it hurts me cause I wish that I wouldn't have to be here and deal with all of this shit

Eric: well then we wouldn't have met and became really good friends

Charlie: you got me there

PA system could we please have Eric come down to the front main entrance with all of your belongings please Eric with all of your belongings

Eric that's me

Charlie yep thank you so much Eric for everything that you've done I don't know where I would be in the stupid whore without you because a lot of people don't make friends in these places and that's what I was scared of but you just gave me a good vibes and we'll definitely have to play monopoly again so I can beat you

Eric you won't beat me the next time when I see you I promise Well, I guess this is goodbye.

Charlie goodbye Eric

Eric goodbye, Charlie

Charlie's perspective

Well, I guess that's it Eric is gone and is almost night time and we have to have lights out but we get our phones in 10 minutes so I'm gonna message nick and see what he's doing and then hopefully he knows when my mom is picking me up

Nick told me that he can't pick me up because his mom and him have some Christmas things to do so I'm going to get picked up by my parents and then I will make it home and get ready for Christmas to hang out with everybody that I love

I guess it's kind of it right because this is my last day, so I'm going to message Nick now and see how he's doing

In there messages

Charlie got my phone before bed

Nick hello Charles

Charlie how are you?

Nick I'm good, you

Charlie well, Eric just left so it's kinda hard

Nick sorry that sucks but you'll see him eventually and you get to see me tomorrow

Charlie I know I get to see my very hot boyfriend tomorrow

Nick and I get to see mine

Charlie are you flirting with me?

Nick maybe

Charlie well, you can do that tomorrow

Nick OK

Charlie well, I was just kind of crying because of everything that's been going on but I feel a lot better and I'm excited to see you tomorrow

Nick I'm excited to see you too

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On Sunday We will see these two reconnect again after being away for three weeks please know that we are heading into the bigger plot to not make any comments about it that are rude and disgusting

I will see you guys on Sunday for the start of a new chapter in Nick and Charlie lives.