Tw: Self harm and swearing
Nick Charlie why are you crying in there?
Charlie Because I feel like I've messed everything up in my life and I just feel like I am a stupid coward for everything
Nick Charlie open the door please
Charlie but I'm crying I don't want you to see me like this
Nick Charlie spring I am your boyfriend I'm going to be there for you to happiness through sadness through everything don't ever say that again because I don't care if you're sad you're mad anything like that I'm gonna be here to support you
Charlie why are you always so kind to me?
Nick Charlie I love you so much it hurts how much I love you and seeing you sad makes me sad
Charlie opens the door
Nick come here my love
Charlie goes into nicks arms
Charlie i'm sorry
Nick you're not allowed to say the S word
Charlie sor-
Nick shhh
Nick grabbed Charlie's arm and brings him into his bed
Charlie I just don't know how to feel to everything that has been going on in my life. I just feel like this whole world is collapsing on me and I feel like I've just done everything wrong.
Nick look at me
Charlie stares into nicks eyes
Nick I love you and I will always love you. I'm gonna help you through anything even if the world is collapsing I will be there for you if you need me.
Charlie thank you Nick you are the best boyfriend I could ever ask for I don't know why you choose me of all people
Nick no, you don't get to put yourself down like that. I love you because you're cute and handsome all of it OK let's go to bed We have a long day tomorrow.
Charlie what do you mean we have a long day tomorrow?
Nick shush go to bed
Charlie fine good night Love you
Nick I love you more
Charlie Wait
Nick what my love
Charlie No kiss
Nick laughs and leans in and kisses Charlie passionately
Nick that better
Charlie yeah
Nick good now go to bed
Nick puts his arm around Charlie holding him tightly
Charlie okay goodnight
The next morning
Charlies thoughts
Me and Nick had a hell of a night last night. I was crying in his bathroom because of everything that's been going on, and Nick just held me and kissed me and just helped me through everything that I needed help through. He is one of the best people in the world and as a matter of fact, he is the best person I have ever met.
He doesn't know how much she saved me and has saved my life because he's just so perfect and beautiful and amazing and handsome. I just can't believe he's my boyfriend.
Back to the bed
Nick good morning why didn't you wake me up?
Charlie I just wanted you to get your beauty sleep
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A teenagers journey
FanfictionThis is based on what, Nick and Charlie go through further into volume four where Charlie is at the mental hospital
