I wake up snuggling with Jordan, which I somehow don't remember doing, but oh well. Today was our last day in Hawaii. Checkout was at 11 a.m, and our flight left at 12 p.m, so we didn't really have time to do anything. I looked at my watch, which read 6 again, but I didn't get up. Even though I didn't wanna leave, I was excited to get home and start looking for houses we can all move into. Me and Sonja haven't told the boys about our master plan yet. But I'm sure they would love it- especially since Sonja is preggers (which she also hasn't told anyone except me about)
Sonja's getting her first kid, and I'm unsure if I'll ever get another one. As amazing as that sounds, Jordan might not want kids and.. whoa. I'm already planning my life with this guy.
I try to shake the thoughts from my head. Even though he seems like the best guy in the world, I have to be careful. I don't want a redo of Boo's dad.
I jolt up, in hopes of shaking all my thoughts from my mind. It doesn't work.
"Erin, are you ok?" I hear a sleepy Jordan ask. Great. I woke him up.
"Yeah, I'm fine.. just trying to stop thinking"
He laughs. "May I ask why you wanna stop thinking?"
"My thoughts are confusing. And they aggravate me"
"Then think better things"
"Those ARE better things. I just don't wanna think about them right now"
"You're confusing, did you know that?"
This time, I laugh. "I've been told that a lot"
He sits up with me, rubbing his eyes. Probably trying to stay awake.
"Jordan, go to bed" I tell him. He doesn't listen.
"No. I'm staying up with you"
"But you're tired"
"So?"
I sigh in defeat. We both stand up and head into the living room, Jordan laying down on the couch as I made coffee.
"So... what were you thinking about that made you flip out?" he asks. I smile, grabbing 2 coffee cups from the cabinet.
"I didn't flip out, for your information. And I couldn't really say them out loud, because one was based off of something I can't tell anyone, and so was the other one"
"But you can tell me"
"Ugh. But it's weird Jordan, you don't just say your personal thoughts out loud"
"Then don't tell me. Just thought you'd want to talk to someone"
I pour the finished coffee into the cups, and carry them into the living room, handing Jordan one and setting mine down on the table. I put my head in his lap, and we both just stare at each other for a couple minutes.
"I know this is kind of random, but would you ever want kids?" I ask. He takes a sip of his coffee, and sets it down on the end table beside him.
"Are you pregnant?"
"No... how would I get pregnant? We haven't done the dippity doo dah"
He almost chokes from laughing so hard.
"What's so funny?" I ask, confused.
By now, he's crying laughing, and I have to join in because his laugh is contagious. "I'm so... so sorry" he says after a while.
"I'm so confused on what you just laughed at"
"Erin, what the hell is dippity doo dah??"
"It's another word for... it's when... it's doing the nasty, Jordan!"
"I know what it is! I just find it absolutely hilarious that you call it that"
I glare at him, but then realize how stupid I really sounded, and I have to smile to keep from laughing.
"Ok, so the answer to your recent question is yes, I do want kids. I just didn't think you wanted kids, since you already had Boo" He finally says.
"I do want kids. I just don't want Boo getting sad or anything if I have them"
"Does this mean we get to do dippity doo dah now?"
I glare at him again, still smiling. "Shut up"
"Can you put my coffee cup in the kitchen? That would be dippity nice of you"
I grab his cup, and take it to the kitchen, flipping him the middle finger in the process
"That's not nice to doo!"
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I look out the airplane window, just as I did on our way to Hawaii, and watch the world get smaller. I yawn, put my head on Jordan's shoulder, and close my eyes. It's been a long morning. And I can't wait to get home. "Hey guys! Syndicate here, and right now we're on the plane back home from Hawaii" I hear Tom say, clearly starting a vlog. I decide not to sleep, but to listen to Tom talk to the camera.
"As you can see, almost everyone is sleeping, and I'm probably being really loud, but I haven't gotten yelled at yet, so that's a plus" he says with a laugh.
"I'll be back to streaming in a couple days, so don't you worry, you'll have to deal with me a little longer. So, I'll see you guys soon! Aloha!"
I laugh at the ending, put my phone on silent, and drift off too sleep.
But little did I know, Tom had me and Jordan in his video the entire time.
And boy, did my phone blow up the next day.
Woop! Sorry if it's kinda short, had a friend over. Hope you enjoyed the chapter! Oh, and I'm starting a little reverse Q and A at the end of chapter, so instead of me answering, I want you guys to answer!!
Question: Favorite chapter so far?
Oh, and by the way, be prepared- either next chapter, or in a couple chapters, you might go insane ;)
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~Fiona
