This Is...A Happy Home

Thirty!

First place we look when get to Oregon, is the hospital. We park in the parking lot and go to see if we can spot any signs of her being there. Chibs checks everywhere, photos on the walls or any mention of her name from nearby conversations. I study the rota and spot her name. I smirk to myself thinking gotcha. "Her name is on the rota for a meeting, she has to be in Oregon." I say. Chibs smirks back thinking the same as me. "Then we wait." he says. I begin to become a little worried, "What if she doesn't bring the boys with her?" I ask. Chibs thinks about that for a second, "We don't make ourselves known and we follow her." he says. I smile loving this plan he has come up with. Maybe it was the right move for him to tag along after all. 

Time feels rather slow as the hours go by. After what seems like forever, Tara finally shows up for her meeting at the hospital. It doesn't even drag on for that long until she is back out. We secretly folllow her to a motel she is staying with the boys. 

"Right, you ready to do this?" he asks wanting me to be sure that I know what I am planning to do. "Yeah, I am ready." I say, getting out of the car and make my way over to the motel room. I kick the door in. "Chibs grab the boys." I say as he follows me inside and lures Abel outside to the car, whilst picking up Thomas out of the play pen. 

I smirk at Tara. "Did you really think we wouldn't find you?" I ask. Tara looks at me scared not likening the glint in my eye. "I was doing what I thought was right for my boys." she says. I frown as she says this. "See you got one thing wrong there, they ain't your boys. They belong with my brother not their unhinged mother." I growl, taking my knife out. Tara notices the knife in my hand and steps back. "No. Please don't do this." she says. I love seeing the fear in her. Does this make me unhinged? Oh well. "Oh but I will, I should have left you for dead when Jax shot you." 

I growl. I get closer to her and she goes to climb off the bed to dodge the knife coming at her. I manage to cut her arm as she winces in pain. Tara runs in to the bathroom and locks it. "You can't hide in there forever." I growl. Tara continues to put her back against the door not wanting me to come in. "Please can't we just talk about this?" she asks not wanting to die at all. She is scared for her life. "We talked and now I am over it." I growl. Tara panics more thinking this has to be it. "Please, please Lexie I beg you." she says. I laugh hearing her panic through the door. "Oh I do love it when you beg." I say as I keep trying to kick the door open. I smirk to myself as I stab the knife through the door hoping to get at her that way but she just keeps dodging it. I hear her move away from the door and I take the knife out the door before kicking it in.

This time it opens and I see Tara cowering in front of the bath. "Oh come on, don't tell me you're scared after what you put me through." I say as I go over to her. She stares at me with pure fear in her eyes. I grab her by her hair and drag her to the bed, before throwing her on it. I get on top of her and put the knife to her throat. "This is going to be so fun." I say, going to slice her throat. Tara struggles beneath me. "You can struggle all you want, it isn't going to stop me." I smirk. She pulls my hair back and punches me in the face, making me have a split lip. She punches me again and again, which makes me get off her and fall on the floor. "You bitch." I growl as she gets off the bed. I notice she now has the knife. "You stay away from me." she growls. Chibs walks in to check on me, which Tara catches sight of. She grabs Chibs and places the knife against his throat. I get up from the floor hating this twist of events. "Don't you fucking dare." I growl not wanting Chibs to die. "Then I suggest you let me go, I will head back to Charming and grab the rest of my stuff. And I will leave." she says. I glare thinking that I will have broken my promise if I allow her to do this. "I can't let you do that." I growl. Tara pushes the blade in to Chibs' throat, "Oh but you can." she growls back, showing she isn't messing around. I feel like I have no choice but to give in. "Fine but you are not taking the boys." I growl, not wanting her to have the opportunity to take Abel and Thomas again. "Fine." she says letting Chibs go and runs off. He puts his hand to his throat. "Bitch." he growls. I collect myself together after everything that has just happened. "Yeah she is. Least we know she is going back to Charming so we can give Jax a heads up." I say. There are stab marks in the bathroom door and blood on the bed. I have a bloody nose and a split lip, as well as, a bruise on my cheek. Chibs looks around seeing the mess and the state I am in. "Lets get you in to the car." he says. 

I let him help me to car and I sigh to myself. "I thought I had her." I say so angry with myself, yet again. Abel sees my face and becomes concerned. "Are you okay auntie Lex?" he asks. I don't turn around, since I don't want to scare him. "I'm ok buddy." I say not wanting him to worry about me. "Where is mummy?" he asks not seeing Tara with us. I hate hearing him ask that, it reminds me he is an innocent bystander in all this. "She ran away." I tell him. Then he goes quiet when Chibs gets in the driver's side and we head back to Charming. 

If only I had just stabbed her when I had her beneath me...

Why did I heistate?

I had her right there...

I could have cut her stupid, ugly head off.