This Is...A Happy Home

Four!

The next few weeks, I have been getting myself straight. I am no longer doing drugs or drinking alcohol. I want to get myself together so I can be patched in to the club. I am also late on my period so I'm worried that Chibs has got me pregnant.

I lock myself in the bathroom and do a pregnancy test. Clay knocks on the door door. "Come on Lex, you been in there for ages," Clay says. I roll my eyes. "I will be done in a minute," I say.

Clay goes to the kitchen to see Gemma. "She has been in there for ages. What is she doing?" he asks. Gemma shrugs her shoulders. "I don't know," she says as she cooks breakfast.

I hide the pregnancy test in the bathroom bin, before, walking out the room and in to the dining room. "oh finally," Clay says. I sit at the table. "Sorry," I say. Gemma turns to look at me. "What was you doing?" she asks wondering why I took so long. "Oh, um, nothing," I lie. Gemma begins to serve up the pancakes that she has made. "Right okay," she sighs sensing that I am lying. Which, I swear is a female Teller gene.

Clay looks at me, "So, Jax told me you want to join the club," he says. I am shocked he even mention this in front of Gemma. "Doesn't matter now," I say as I get up. I look over at Gemma seeing her eye brow raised as she stares at me. "Yes mum, you heard right I was thinking about joining but there is no point now," I tell her as I go to head upstairs, the thought of food making me nauseas.

Gemma sighs. "She was going to join, what the hell Clay," she says not happy that I had even thought about it. "She wanted to, and to be honest she would be a good part of the club, would be a good change," Clay says, "Besides, like she said doesn't matter now so you don't have to worry," he adds. "Fine," she says glad I have changed my mind, thinking one her kids in the club is enough. She sits down to eat her breakfast.

I lay on my bed in my room. I hate that the pregnancy test is positive. I place my hand on my stomach and sigh to myself. I hear a knock on my door, it's probably my mother. "Come in," I say as I sit up. I don't want to tell my mum yet incase she judges me for having sex with Chibs. She walks in and smiles at me. "You okay?" she asks. I nod my head, I smile slightly. "Yeah, I am fine. Why?" I ask. She comes over to my bed and sits down beside me. "You just don't seem your self is all," she tells me with concern in her voice. "Mum, I'm fine okay," I say, "Anyways remember it is the lock down today at the clubhouse. The lads will be going to get revenge for what happened to you. We should get some supplies together," I say. She goes to get up from the bed. "Okay, well let's go then," she says.

Later that day, I head to the clubhouse with my mum as we gather everyone inside. Me and mum head out with Abel to get supplies. Half Sack follows behind us on his bike.

Whilst out getting supplies, I notice that my mother has started to follow a blonde woman. She seemed familiar to me as well. I follow after my mum. "Mum you know you can't follow this, it could be dangerous," I say. Gemma turns to look at me. "I want to do this because the lads are already doing so much for us," she tells me as I sigh at her knowing she is right. As per usual. "Fine, but you better not go to prison, I will be taking Abel back with me to get some supplies from Jax's," I tell her, "Can you try and meet me there?" I ask. Gemma kisses my cheek. "I will try my best," she says.

I put Abel in the back seat and go over to where Half Sack is. "Follow her, she is going to need you more than I will," I say. Half Sack nods knowing better than to ask questions. He rides off behind Gemma. I get in to the drivers side of the car and drive off to Jax's.

I arrive at Jax's and go to take Abel inside having no clue that Gemma has managed to kill the girl, and, now has been framed by Agent "bitchface" Stahl. I place Abel's car seat on the kitchen side and see Half Sack walk in. I look behind him noticing Gemma isn't with him. I let out a frustrated sigh. "Great she has probably got caught, I'm going to call Jax, you just keep an eye on Abel," I say to him as I grab the house phone and call up Jax.

Jax answers, "Hey, what's up?" he asks wondering what is taking me and mum so long. "Hey, listen, um, mum went after the girl she talked about and well," I begin to say, before, being cut off as I notice Cameron Hayes walk in and grab the phone off me, making me scream in fright. He hangs up the phone and tells me to back up so I do. "Hey, back off man," Half Sack says. "Gemma killed my boy," Cameron tells us tearfully. I look at him shocked wondering why my mum would do that if she was just going for the girl. "No, she wouldn't do that," I say. He frowns at me and takes a step closer to me. "Well she did and now the club has to pay. Maybe I should kill Teller's sister," he cries, he points a gun at my head.

Half Sack punches him and Cameron punches him back making him stumble in to the table. "You stay back," Cameron growls at him. He hears a baby cooing. He keeps the gun pointed at us, whilst, he goes over to the car seat and looks at Abel. My anxiety heightens as I watch him grab a knife, "Maybe it should be a son for a son," he says. I panic not wanting him to harm Abel. "No, no please," I shout. Half Sack grabs the gun and knife off Cameron. Instead, Cameron stabs Half Sack in the stomach. I am so scared for my nephew and now upset that the prospect is bleeding out as he falls to the floor.

Cameron takes Abel out the car seat and holds him close to his chest. "No, please don't do anything to him. He is innocent," I cry. Jax is going to be devastated. He ends up dragging me to the nursery and tying me to a chair, before, running off with Abel in his arms.

Minutes after, Jax and some of the lads rush in. Chibs sees the prospect dead on the floor and is heartbroken. "No, no come on," he says hating this knowing Half Sack had potential in the club and was about to be patched in as a fully fledged member. "Lexie! Lexie!" Jax yells as he shouts my name and wonders around the house looking for me. He finds me in the nursery where he takes the rag out my mouth and unties me. "Jax, H-h-hayes took him. H-he took Abel," I stumble over my words, "I tried to stop him," I add. Jax looks at me shocked as he looks in the crib and finds it empty. "Shit! shit!" he shouts not happy at all. "I am sorry Jax," I cry. I get up from the chair. "We will find him I promise, come on we might still be able to catch him," I say as I try to get myself together.

We run out the house with the others and chase Cameron down to the docks. I notice a boat in the distance. "There," I say as I jump over the barricade and keep running, but, we are too late as I see Jax running over to see the boat is now far away. I hug Jax as he yells in frustration. "He took my son, he took my son," he cries in shock. I hug him tight thinking this is all my fault. "We will get him back I promise," I say. I keep hugging him tight. "How? He's gone, he's truly gone," he says thinking he lost Abel forever. "He's not truly gone Jax, I promise you. You know I never break my promises, you know that. Look at me," I tell him. I get him to look at me by placing my hands on his face to get him to make eye contact. "We are going to find Abel," I say. I stroke his cheek. "Okay," he says wanting to believe me. "Let's head back okay and we will come up with a plan to find out where Abel is," I say. I help to stand him up since he had fallen to his knees when he started crying. I look at Clay and the others with a painful look in my eye.

This is devestating for all of us.