mlp:eqg 'aura' || poorple

chapter 8 - at midnight

Three hours till midnight - I was searching internet for stuff I could need in my life. I took the last real life conversation with Twilight seriously and I wanted to take care of some stuff I needed to buy. She surely inspired me. Even though, I gave myself free space to look at things that gonna help me in my daily life. The grocery shopping were all done so I had some time for wondering.

Speaking of which, when I was in the middle of the journey around online stores, I knew what the notification meant before it finally appeared on my screen completely.

'yoo, what's up??' - She seemed to be in a good mood by the start. I smiled brightly, clicking and choosing answer.

'Just chilling you could say haha, wbu?'

'im kinda bored, i might go for a late evening walk' - That's kinda explained the reason she texted me like that.

'It's gonna be dark in a minute. You sure it's safe for you?' - I got concerned really quickly. I was hoping she won't answer me with something unserious that's gonna end with her typical 'but eh'

'i mean, yeah' - She seemed like she noticed that in a moment I pointed it out. Like it got her to think about that aspect. - 'then come with me, please???' - A waterfall of emotions run through me, where her begging seemed really intense. She looked like she really could use this as a way to kill the boredom. I looked at myself. I, again, didn't wanna look like a homeless person. - 'i loove walking at around this hour' - She typed again. My blood pressure seemed to get hyper and my heart was beating faster. I had a dilemma, that was only around the topic if I should show myself to her today. But I knew it was more serious proposition than the last meet. Last time she wasn't in any position of begging me to agree. She seemed really onto it tonight.

'Sure, I'd love to' - I answered, while leaving a big breath. - 'But it's still not the best idea to walk late in the night. Remember that please'

'ok ok, mom, whatever' - I genuinely laughed out loud when she called me a name. - 'how much time do you need?'

'To get ready like, 5 minutes? I will just put smth on me really. So make it a 15 with getting to you' - I explained and stood up.

'alright, tell me when youre out of ur house' - I read, as I walked to my wardrobe. I picked a sweater I usually was dressed up in it while having long days at school. It made it easier, as the comfort I felt with it was the biggest out of my whole closet.

It was funny how quick I agreed, thought about it as normal and simply rolled with it. I knew the first times at something were always the worst, but it was only one time later, and I seemed like it has been forever. Maybe it was time of the day. I would've probably got ready for sleep in an hour and a half from now. My thinking was used at school, and any speculation if I should do something or not were disabled until next morning.

"Come on Sunset, let's just have some fun" - Nice thoughts were lighting up inside me. It's been a while. They weren't the easiest to appear. It was always like that in my life. So I just let myself be and go where I was invited.

'omw' - I typed quickly with one hand. I chaoticly picked up my keys to close the door. Then I realised I took both of them, my spare key included. I didn't mind just taking them like that, of course, it was really nothing, but it actually showed still big emotions in me. I didn't want to admit that this was something I could be waiting for everyday. I felt like a fool like this. I felt stupid. I felt like I did something so strange for me as a person I was. I didn't want to admit that maybe something changed. That maybe I actually could use someone in my life. And somehow it had to be someone risky.

I knew I was thinking the same stuff everyday, and it had no explanation to stop this loop. I wished for it to do it by itself. By just meeting her again. By getting her away from Canterlot High.