Broken

37] Broken (6)🦋

I never knew this day would come.

I never knew that we will part our ways someday.

I could not even imagine a day when I would be living without you.

And I was scared.

Since forever, I was scared to lose you. Since forever I wanted to keep you to myself; away from this cruel world but now you are going away.

I can see this.

But I can't handle this.

My heart squeezes and I feel it dying.

I feel it losing hope.

I feel it losing you.

".....what? " Jungkook was left speechless after hearing Jimin who himself was very shocked after hearing Jungkook.

" Yes Jungkook. He pushed her down the stairs and never out of the house. " Jimin said knitting his eyebrows in distress for now he could see Jungkook get in a bad condition.

" N-No....he. H-How can you say that? You were not even th-there when this happened. " Jungkook claimed grabbing edge of the table to keep himself stable as his breathing started to shallow.

Jimin and Taehyung saw how the younger was losing his cool so they walked closer to him but were stopped by the latter who shook his head and glared at Jimin with bloodshot red eyes.

" Answer me! " He ordered gulping down the painful lump taking a deep breath.

" Jungkook....I know about this because dad told me about this himself before he killed himself the next day. He confessed before dying but I never got to know that you had such a big misunderstanding to yourself.------He killed your mother , Ju-"

" NO! He CAN'T DO THAT!!" Poor boy shouted and fell on his knees wailing loudly.

" Jungkook, calm down. " Jimin rushed to his brother hugging him.

" NO ! Leave me!! L-Let me go! I....Leave me. " Younger withered in Jimin's hold trying to get away but he didn't let his hold go loose , wrapping his arms tightly and finally Jungkook gave up , hugging his brother , weeping in his arms, filled with grief, pain, betrayal, confusion, misunderstanding and broken pieces of his heart.

Jimin sat there silently sobbing at his brother's condition. He never wanted this day to come but he knew one day , he would be having this day in his life yet not this early.

Designer never wanted his brother to be sad and he tried everything possible for that. But here he was. Having his brother in his arms, crying his heart out.

" I...I don't know w-what to do. Th-this is so ...... so bad. I-It hurts. I-I can't breathe p-properly. I-I want to d-die. I want to fucking die! Kill me !! Kill me for god's sake! I....I don't know anything a-anymore. I just want to die. Th-This is too much for me. I can't , please. " Jungkook begged crying to his brother hugging him as if his life depended on the elder.

" No Jungkook. Don't say like this. I-Its fine. Everything is fine now. Its all gone. You needed to know things about past and you got to know them. You're fine now. Its all over. I wanted to tell you but couldn't. I thought there will be a right time but for things like this, there is no such time. I should've told you long ago but I couldn't. I am sorry. I......I was just so happy after meeting you in Paris that I never wanted to tell you and mess things up like they are right now. It was my fault Jungkook. I am sorry." Jimin confessed and looked down at his brother when he got no reply from him only to see that the younger had fainted in his arms with eyes closed.

" J-Jungkook? Jungkook! " He shook Jungkook's figure but got no reply at which Taehyung hurried to him and grabbed Jungkook , picking him up in his arms in bridal style.

" Call the doctor , Jimin. he might have stressed his brain too much. Call him fast! " With that the actual eldest (Taehyung) , rushed out of room , flighting down the stairs towards his room where his eyes met with Maria and all he did was glare at that woman due to lack of time and serious situation.

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" He has exerted his brain too much but will be fine within few hours. Please make sure that he isn't stressed again otherwise it can harm his mental health too. " The doctor said at which both the men nodded before the doctor went away.

A sigh left Taehyung's lips when the door was closed behind. he sat near Jungkook. who was laying like a sleeping beauty with no frown or tears on his face anymore.

" I will kill that woman! " Jimin gritted out looking at his brother, referring to Maria and moved forward to the door of the room but before he could get out , Taehyung stopped him by holding his arm.

" Cool down Jimin. This is not the right way! what will you even do , huh? At least, She did what was right. "

" But she is no one to m-"
" She is your mother, Jimin! "

" NO! She AIN'T----"

" Calm down Jimin! Jungkook is sleeping. "

".................."

" Come. Sit down. " Jimin opposed. nonetheless had to sit with Taehyung on the couch who patted younger's back and calmed him down before speaking softly. " We all have punished her for a sin she never committed and she is still suffering because of something she never was faulty of. " Taehyung spoke to him at which younger looked away with anger blazing inside him.

" Think of it Jimin. What kind of a crime she did to suffer through all this? All she did was love. Love your father. and here you are, hating her with all your might just because she parted you away from your step-brother. But she did it all for his well-being. If life was giving him a chance to make his life better, what was wrong in her decision? Huh? "

Jimin had no answer to his cousin's words so he kept on looking at his unconscious brother and then slowly his eyes again started to get teary.

" B-But...she could've waited. I would've told him now or then--" Taehyung cut Jimin, a little quipped.

" When? " He asked.

Jimin was again left silent.

" Stop being messed up because of stupid thoughts and think what will you do once Jungkook comes back into consciousness again. " Taehyung pressed the very point which made his own heart beat uneven beats.

What were they going to do once Jungkook wakes up?

Whatever they would do, one thing was clear, that....

Their lives won't be the same once his eyes are opened.

Because now, Jungkook will no more be the same person he had been who more than half a decade.