Broken

Test 🥀

Breathings. 

In.

Out.

Inhales.

Exhales.

Slow.

Fast.

Unsteady.

Calm.

" W-What did you....." Jungkook could do nothing but stutter out badly for now he wasn't able to process anything in his mind. he was speechless. Absolutely.

Nothing could form in his mind while he stared at elder's face with wide shocked eyes as he breathed shakily.

" I said. I want to kiss you. " Taehyung's lips spread into a smile. More like a mocking smile.

As if he meant to say ' I know what you are thinking and I want to fuck your mind and make you suffer. '

Jungkook's mouth fell open while his eyes stared at the elder with nothing about to come out if his mouth.

" Let it go , my dear. " Taehyung whispered. " The fear. Let it go. We both know what you want. So stop struggling. All the barriers are off limits here. There is no need to be scared. Do it. " Elder pressed his words while exchanging thoughts and emotions with his dark obsidian eyes .

" Do it , baby.  There is no need to be sc--"

" You love me? " Jungkook questioned. He didn't want to answer.  He wanted Taehyung to answer.

"...................... "

" Answer me. " Jungkook commanded.
Irritation seeping down his gut.

"................."

" I said , Answer me!---"

" Do you want to kiss me ? "

" For god's sake!!! STOP CROSS-QUESTIONING ME!!" Jungkook's eyes gleamed with unshed tears as he angrily knitted his eyebrows at Taehyung who was making it difficult for him on purpose.

Why couldn't elder simply do or answer what Jungkook wanted . Why was he making it difficult for the younger .

Taehyung was being merciless. He was being ruthless to Jungkook and now Jungkook was not able to handle this anymore.

His heart had started to ache. Things were taking such a turn that he never could even think of in his worst nightmares.

" P-Please....Please do something. I will d-die. Please Tae--....Please. It h-hurts. My heart aches~ Pleas- I-I beg you. Tell me what t-to do. S-speak it. I-I can't breathe in here no more. Its g-getting difficult. P-please. " Now Jungkook knew what he wanted. 

All these questions. The way elder was behaving. He was now getting it. Understanding it all.

Taehyung was testing him.

He was making younger suffer because he knew that Jungkook won't accept himself and his thoughts on his own any soon. Taehyung knew that Jungkook was battling with his own pride and prejudice.

He knew that Jungkook would never accept what he was feeling the moment.

That too , for Taehyung.

How could Jungkook accept it?

How could he accept what his heart was telling him , when all he had done but loathe this feeling since ever when it came to others.

Then how he accept himself to be such a thing.