Broken

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Was I selfish for all I wanted was you. Am I bad because I wanted to keep you forever with me? Should I be hated for my love and possessiveness for you?

Don't I have the right to love? Can't I live happily after living a life of sufferings.
All I want is you but is it really that much of an unacceptable love to ask?

" Here we are!" Jimin declared as the car stopped near the forest after a whole 7 hour ride.

" Finally ~~" Jungkook said weakly making the duo chuckle. He stood out of the car and stretched his arms and torso bringing out a few weak rumbles and grunts from his throat.

" waaah...this place is another level of heaven." The man said looking around the beautiful place.

" Lets go inside." Jimin said but Jungkook saw Taehyung still in the car on his phone so he walked to the opposite side where Taehyung was busy with his phone and then knocked on the glass window.

" Hey busy boss. Get out of the car. We are home." Taehyung heard him speak which made him smile softly. He nodded and walked out opening the door and said after standing up , " Yes. We are home."

" Why do things sound so weird from you sometimes." Jungkook finally spoke aloud in a serious and low voice , which took Jimin off guard but Taehyung stayed the same.

Taehyung stood silent staring in Jungkook's eyes while the latter read elder's face.

Expressionless, serious, pale yet handsome.

Taehyung stepped closer crushing the dry leaves beneath his feet and gazed darkly in his eyes leaning closer.

" Because they are weird , sometimes." His minty cool breath which was because of chewing gum fanned on younger's face. A tension suddenly started to build up between them even though it was a cold weather.

Jungkook's eyes trailed up from Taehyung's face to his dark eyes.
" What do we call the color of your eyes?" Jungkook whispered out , completely hypnotized by those dark orbs.

A dark and warm feeling begin to consume him and he felt so lost that the only thing that he could see was Taehyung.

A well built man with a face so handsome that one might die for , sharp cheek bones, wide shoulders and voice so deep and smooth that one might slip through it , in his 40s which was absolutely unbelievable.

" Dark obsidian , I call it." Taehyung silvered the words out that rung in Jungkook's ears.

" Dark obsidian...." model repeated.
" Beautiful." He stated making elder smile lazily.

" Jungkook." Taehyung called out while the younger stared in those eyes , pure unbothered by the world around him.

" We have to go." Taehyung whispered when Jungkook felt something wet fall on his cheek.

" Where?" Jungkook asked raising his eyebrows a little, without blinking a second.

" home." Taehyung said wiping the wetness from Jungkook's face from the pad of his thumb , softly.

To Jungkook the touch burned his cheek like fire and them it blazed his insides travelling to every single cell of his brain.

The touch was burning hot. Hotter than anything he had ever felt yet he he Luke the touch.

Another drop of wetness of felt by Jungkook and Taehyung shook him a little from his shoulder , getting away.

Younger was snapped out of the feeling and when he realized what was happening, he looked up at the sky.

" It's dark." Jungkook said.
" and trickling." Taehyung added. " We should head inside."

" Yeah..." he whispered feeling awfully dull. He felt as if something was snatched away from him but when he realized of what he was actually thinking he couldn't believe his own thoughts.

What was he even thinking about TAEHYUNG?

What the hell was wrong with him?

Taehyung was a man and he was not supposed to think like that at all. A very awfully loathed feeling surrounded Jungkook as soon as he started to think further. Yes Taehyung was a handsome man but what he felt right now , wasn't good at all.

" What happened , Kook?" Jimin asked when he saw Jungkook frowning with a very serious face. " hmm?......nothing." Jungkook shook his head trying to shake off that heavy feeling from his shoulders and tried to smile because the man in front of him didn't buy his words.

" Are you fine, Jeon?" Taehyung repeated making the younger look at him. " Yes?" Taehyung asked. " Yes. Just tired." Jungkook said expressing the words to not only the duo but also himself.

Maybe I am tired that's why I am overthinking. which is apparently not new now , is it?

" Yeah. Lets get inside. The trickles are increasing their speed." Jimin said before all of them walked inside with Jungkook's mind still stuck on the previous occasion.

" Jungkook?!" Taehyung shouted grabbing the called out's name from his wrist jerking him towards himself.

" What the hell are you doing?" Taehyung questioned furrowing his eyebrows but younger wasn't able to understand what Taehyung was talking about.

" Huh?" Jungkook's mind was so badly stuck to the thing that he wasn't aware of his surrounding.

" You were going to bang your head into this metal pillar." Jimin said worriedly when he saw a dreaming Jungkook.

" Huh.....oh...." he whispered weakly making Taehyung's hold on his wrist get tight and face go serious with voice darker than shadow.

" What is it? Why are you so tensed out of a sudden? Did something happen?" His voice had that control which made Jungkook's heart relax .

" It's nothing hyung....as I said before I am tired. " Jungkook smiled weakly showing his tiredness.

" Then let's take you to your room so that you can rest a bit. This work includes your vacation too, doesn't it?" Taehyung whispered softly before patting his head.

Jungkook smiled widely.

He is so caring , no offence he takes care of me like an elder hyung.

" Jimin, you wait in my office. I'll be there in a minute." With that Taehyung walked with Jungkook passing the living room or we can say , the hall, up the stairs.

Ground tiled with black and white flooring with gray strikes consuming all the light from the huge chandelier.

The house shined dark due to the color contrast and it was another new feeling to Jungkook.

Since when did I start to like darkness?