" Look at me , baby. " Taehyung whispered cupping younger's face who was now just staring at elder with an expressionless face.
He rested their forehead against each other and spoke with his lips dangling just a mere inch away from younger's.
" You don't have to hate anyone. Because this is how it was to be. You. Me. Us. My dear. I-I....fuck. " Elder breathed out as he himself started to feel adrenaline rush through his guts , churning his inside badly.
" I love you , my dear. And you don't have to hate me for this. You don't have to hate anyone at all. It is this way. You and me. You must not blame yourself. Not now , not never. A while ago you were the one who said that love is from the soul , so just don't hate this. This feeling. Don't. Don't baby. " His voice quivered and hands started to turn cold.
In his life , he never felt like that. Not this shaken. Ever.
Taehyung was hesitant since ever. He knew this feeling was simple for him but it wasn't the same for younger.
He always had that typical homophobic behavior and that made Taehyung really concerned yet he chose to hide this fact.
In the starting all he had to do was bring jimin and Jungkook closer but somehow, he became disturbed and completely deviated from his path in doing so.
He love and possessiveness for younger made him serious for Jungkook and that made his heart beat painfully at times.
He was scared but whom could he say that?
Who could help him?
No one.
He had to find his own way. Make his own path to Jungkook's heart and maybe he did accomplish it at some point , yet not completely.
And now he was having a hard time keeping himself sane when everything was gone with only Jungkook to himself.
Namjoon was gone. Jimin was gone and J-hope could do nothing in this.
He had to collect himself and make Jungkook stay.
His thought of manipulating Jungkook was rubbish because he couldn't do that to someone he loved.
He did manipulate Jungkook at times but that was just to increase Jungkook's emotions for himself. Just to make himself important in Jungkook's life.
He could still keep younger by doing further wrong doings but that won't be expressed as true love.
" J-Just. Don't leave me, my dear. " Taehyung shut his eyes close not able to look Jungkook in the eyes because he could hear Jungkook reject him.He could feel younger push him away in his mind.
His arm around Jungkook circled further tightly. He didn't want to let Jungkook go.
He wasn't ready for this either.
He could keep Jungkook by manipulating him but now all he was doing was plead.
Plead younger to say.
His heart was breaking slowly. Each passing second and the silence around them made Taehyung's heart break and he waited.
Waited for Jungkook to speak.
To say something.
To do something.
How ironic!
A few moments ago, it was Jungkook, who was feeling like that and now Taehyung had turned into someone who sounded so weak that no one might believe this side of him.
A hand. It came to Taehyung's chest and a low shiver rolled down his spine when he felt that hand on his heart.
Jungkook might push him away.
And everything would come to ashes.
" It's s-scared. " Jungkook expressed , softly.
A thump.
Taehyung hesitated but opened his eyes because one way or the other.....he had to face it.
This conversation would go further.
No matter he opened his eyes or not.
So he did.
Bound with Broken fear.
He opened his eyes.
And they landed on Jungkook's. Who was now calm and relaxed but frowning innocently.
" Your heart. Its scared. " Jungkook repeated making elder gulp.
" Yes. It is. " He accepted.
Their forehead were still touching. Their bodies still pressed against each other and Taehyung arm , still around Jungkook. Caging him securely.
" It's shouldn't be. " Jungkook whispered. A small smile creeping up his lips with unshed tears resurfacing his eyes.
Taehyung's heart , unconsciously, started to hammer against the ribcage.
Desperately wanting to get out of it.
Desperately wanting to be free out of that cage.
Tears stung the back of Taehyung's eye and the air around them started to turn thick yet fresh.
" It's must not be scared. When I am here to protect it. " Jungkook's last sentence made Taehyung's all power fall in victory.
Tears rolled down their eyes as Jungkook declared. " I love you , Taehyung. And I am ought to stay with you. Forever. "
Elder smiled weakly before their mouths captured in a sudden and undescribable kiss , shutting their eyes.
It wasn't happening out of lust. It wasn't happening out of roughness.
It was happening out of love.
A soft , tender , slow and gentle kiss.
As if collecting all the broken pieces together.
Building up on the broken trusts and hearts.
Binding broken promises and beliefs.
Jungkook's hands wrapped themselves around Taehyung's nape as he pulled elder deeper , craving for more of the love.
Wanting to taste it more.
The sweet taste of it.
The love.
The taste to love.
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Broken
Fanfiction" Your eyes are beautiful Jungkook." Taehyung rasped. " Thanks...." Jungkook spoke hesitantly, doubting the sudden change in atmosphere. " Your lips are soft like petals." Taehyung brushed his lips softly. " O-oh...well-" Jungkook gulped. " I want...
