MY DECISION

FEELING _ CHAPTER II

" ..........XIAOFEI ............"

I turned quickly staring at her hand I was confused .. and scared. l slowly stared at her face. She was also with that confused look too.
" Why are you bearing a female name?" I asked again so confused.
" Why asked again? I learned, girls in your town don't associate with the males, they don't talk to the male right?" Giving out a questioning look.
" My name is xiaofei Xavier Xzayvier."
I was deadly shock, I couldn't believe this was happening, all this while, I have been speaking to a female. My mouth slightly got open, what have I gone , I have broken the rules of the land, what if someone find out.
" No one will notice" he quickly muttered as if reading my thoughts. I carried my water without saying any word, turning to leave.
" Does that mean, we aren't going to be friends? Orr you won't come tomorrow as you have instructed?"
" Am not coming" I quickly muttered without turning to stare at him.
" But I have already promised to come" he muttered calmly.
" Don't come!!.. I don't want to see you again!.. " almost yelling.
" I have to come Ema." I paused moving, I couldn't move any more. How did he get to know my name. I turned staring at him.
" How do you get to know my name?"
" I already know your name"
" How?.. " I yelled out. I took down my water walking towards him.
" Who are you...are you always spying at me?.."
" I haven't been spying but I was always seeing you and your friends.." he muttered. I couldn't hold on any longer.i took my water walking away this time. Has he been spying at me all this while? But how long, and were?.
I got home quite late because of what had happened, but surprising mom wasn't back.cdad was only seated at the sitting room eating something. I drop the pocket of water inside the kitchen before walking towards where the washing machine was to get the washed clothes dried up. Before walking towards dad, he eating some strawberries, I sat beside him
" You are back dear!!.. how was it , I hope you had fun?."
" Not really, my friends left the stream before I got there." I muttered out with a frown.
" Ohh.. sorry for that". He muttered feeding me with some berries. not long mom came back with stuff.
The tricycle which was packed outside gave out a Hurrn...I rush out, helping mom with the food stuff she bought from the market. She got the driver paid before walking inside the house.
I was about discussing my encounter all the stream to mom but then I held myself. What if she get upset with me. I and mom prepared dinner together, when it was ready, I went to get the dinning table arranged while mom served the meal on the table. While eating, mom discussed her encounter at the market, how a stranger came asking her if she was married, I won't put the blame on him because I sometime wonder if she was the one who gave birth to me. Mom and dad were the youngest couples in town. After the meal I clear up the dinning before going to my room. I couldn't help my self from thinking about him... I mean xiaofei. The more I think about him the more a shiver runs down my spine. I tried pushing aside that feelings, and trying to forget about him. I couldn't believe I stay awake through out the night thinking about him. I started feeling sleepy in the morning. But mom called me out.
" What's wrong with your eyes? Why is your eyes red, don't you have a good night?." Mom asked but I only force out a smile.

" You have to take care of the house, I will be leaving to the river to meet the fisherman.they fishermen are coming today." Your ad want to have sashimi rice bowl."
"You can send me to help you get you" I quickly muttered, I was only surprised, I never wanted going to the stream..
" Seriously..them hurry.. you have to bring the fish .." she said excited. I got the money walking so frustrated along the quite road that lead to the stream. it was really early. When I got to the stream I wasn't expecting any human but they was someone seated at a large storn swimming her legs in the water i sense should be cold.
" Hey.. good morning.." I muttered trying to see her face. But she ignored me. I walk stood in front of her, she slowly raise up her head. In shock, it was xiaofei.
" Xiaofei!..." It escape my lips. " What are you doing here by this time, aren't you cold?"
" I was waiting for you" he muttered with a smile

" I have asked you to never come here, what If someone sees you" I proclaimed.
" Can we friends!" He stood up staring at me
" Friends!.. don't you get it? We can't be friends."
" We can Ema .. please.."
" No way xiaofei... I stammer out.
" Please don't leave me..." He muttered out giving me a hug, I quickly pushed him away.
" What are you doing.. how dare you do that? " He only ignored me, he took the rubber walking into the water. He deep the bucket inside the water, after some seconds he pull it out walking back to were I was handling the rubber to me.
My mouth was only wide open, there were lot of fishes inside it, I stared confused at him not not knowing what else to say.
" What do you just do?" I muttered out.
" You saw what I did, I went into the water and deep the bucket inside the water and came out with some fishes."
" You know that's not possible to just deep the bucket inside the water and You get mush fishes." I surprisedly muttered.
" Who are you?" He gave out a confusing look at me but didn't alter a word.
" I said who are you?" Yelling again .
"

What do you think I am?" He asked in a low tone." All am asking is for you to be my friend and I will tell you everything you need to know about me". They was some silent.
" You have yi go back home because they won't come".
" Who are talking about?" I ask out.
" The fishermen" he muttered giving me a straight face.
I only got confused why he said that.
" Why do you say that?..."
" Because it's clear enough to know they won't come".
I had my sit beside him staring at the moving water.
" Why did you decide to show out your face!" I muttered staring at the sharp borne that shut out from his neck. He was really looking beautiful, Orr is it because hie the first guy I have seen?. But do they really allow females gender associate with the male.. yes I think so, because if it wasn't so ,he won't have been here with me. How I really admire his beauty.
" Because we are not you guys, we are different people" he muttered, while I only nodded.
" So when are you doing back?.." I asked out, he only turned staring at me.
" Do you want me to leave? " Shooting out a brow at me in a questioning look.
"No..." I quickly muttered, I don't want him to leave, I wish he could be here for ever.

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