MY DECISION

Chapter VII

ACCEPTANCE

He might have used his powers to be here. I went closer admiring his tail, running my fingers at the tail which was gloaming and beautiful, I had never believe I could ever see a tail in my life.. I mean a merman. Something about the tail, it started from the waist but where is his legs now..it was really magical, it's a silver lining and a sky blue color, a wonderful combination, my gaze went up to his chest.. OMG.. how build he is. Is this how male are build or what,his muscular and.. gosh... Blinking several times, slowly my gaze move away to his shoulder, how broad it is , I couldn't even see a single bone, but  a sharp bone between his neck which is  visibly seen which is the hyoid bone.. and finally my gaze went slowly up his face, how smooth it looks and how beautiful he also looks. I can't possibly dare compare Auto and this guy in front of me. his sharp nose, sharp eyeliner, pick lips, and ...his cheeks, anyone would possibly think his a female, how he got that long, think and dark hair that slide down covering part of his shoulder, I slide it off to see clear. Something I had never got notice, beside his neck is a sketch of a merman which only fit to his skin. My gaze never wanting to let go of that part.
The knock outside distracted me, taking my attention towards the door. I stood up walking outside the main room, before then, the door was already open and mom step in staring at me. Giving me a questioning look.
" What are you doing, I have been knocking for quite awhile but you seems so busy to hear me." She muttered, then walk pass me.
" I...I.." I didn't know what to say, nothing really tangible came off. If I was having a bath, I won't spend much time in the bathroom.
" I was washing..." I stammered out, she gave out that suspicious look. Walking towards the bathroom door when I immediately block her up.
" Mom...!!.. wait.." running my hand at my back.
"What is that ??.. what are you hiding.. you look so suspicious what's the matter?.."
" Nothing but...wait, I think someone is calling you outside" I lied out she took a pause as if trying to hear out herself. She turned staring at me but then she went out, I only felt released, I band the door, but didn't lock it because I was really rushing to go check if his awake Orr. I got the tap on and water stared Rushing out pouring at his tail. I fetch some on my palms pouring it at his face thinking his going to wake up but he never.
Then I was still..I think I heard my name called outside but not really sure, I continue what I was doing when the door got open. Before I could check the bathroom door was already open and mom walk in but not yet staring at me, she was still trying to close the door.
"Ema..you know...." She turned but stopped, her face gradually turning to something else,  I think she's full of shock and surprised, her hands spread beside her side, then held the door so tight and her legs shaking and slowly bending serial .....  But yet still she haven't said anything, her mouth slide wide open and her eyes wide...
" What are you..." He breath became heavier and I got scared about it, I couldn't wait to hear anymore word from her, I held her from falling, taking her out of the bathroom out to the main room. I made her have a seat and then rush down stairs to go get some water. Thanks goodness dad wasn't home, he want to see someone, his friend. After getting the water I went back to the room, I got surprised when she fish every content in it.

" Did I just saw a mermaid?.." she asked out trying to gain her breath.
" Not a mermaid but a merman mom..!."
" What??...how did he got inside here, were did you find it, how and.. I mean how?..." She yelled out, then stood up.
" I need to inform your dad about this, be because it's really dangerous!!.." she muttered walking towards the door but then I held her, stopping her from going.
" Mom.. please, I will explain everything to you...don't involve dad in this.." I pleaded falling at my knees.
She only stared shock at me.

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I and mom sat at the at the room beside each other, I had already told her everything she needed to know and also my decision again. I really look really confused because I don't know my decision.
I also told her about the child which was still lying on bed, I think she's look for the child because he turned her gaze towards the bed.
She gave out a sigh and I turned too but she's already awake, I stood up serve her her meal. I could see she really find it really hard to accept the place, I keep wondering how fast time have gone that, the child grows so fast, mom had told me that, merman and mermaid grows very fast and they look healthy.
She really look so beautiful and looks like xiaofei, yes his her father and she needs to look like him. But what about me, I'm I not her mom...Aug..this just get me jealous.
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