MY DECISION

Something going on.......

I only stared at his eyes, admiring him from every corner of his face, how possible I'm I going to let go of this guy.. just that dad don't understand, and maybe haven't seen him, this is what a parent would want their kids to follow.
" Ema.. you won't understand, maybe your dad has a reason why he don't want us together!.."
" There is no reason, is it because you are different!!...." I yelled out loud not minding if it's already late, just then he gave me a tight hug which seems to calm me down. How it feels to have a hug in a warm arms like this.. ahu..I had eailer forgotten it's raining and this hug us good for this weather

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The night was a lucky one, I mean because there was no atom of cold, because he was around me warming my body. I was cuddle by him and it's was really fun. I really had a good and peaceful sleep.
It was still raining when I got my eye open. I stared at Angel but she was having a good sleep, my gaze left her searching the whole room in search of xiaofei, he was seated at the dressing table, his legs crossed to the other. I stretch my body yawning.
" Good morning." I muttered seating up right , he didn't muttered a word, he seems lost in his thoughts, I came down from the bed walking towards him. When I got close he gave out a smile
" You are awake!" I smile out , he stood up rapping his arms at my waist " I need to leave.. I have much to do at home he muttered, I wasn't really happy but I need to let it . Angel wasn't still awake, I know she's enjoying her sleep and probably having interesting dreams, he walk towards him and gave a peek at her cheeks before walking back to me .
He stared leaning at me I know he's up to something crazy.
I ift up my toes to get teach to him. Locking my lips at his , he rape his arms around my waist tightly.

I came down stairs, dad was seated at the sitting room reading his periodical paper.
" Good morning da!.." I muttered not expecting a respond
" How are you doing?.." he muttered, I turned surprised staring at him, but then I nodded.
" You have to prepare yourself.. we are having some visitors!!"
" Visitors!!..." I repeated giving him a questioning look.
" Yes..my friend and his son are coming to see you!.." I keep wondering why his friend and his son want to see me , I think dad is playing a game and I don't want to play such game.
" Dad!..I don't want to see anyone..I want to go to the stream to go fetch some water." He took his gaze at me giving a serious look.
" You can do that when you're done " his voice strong but calm.
" No..dad!... I don't want to see anyone!.." I yelled out.
" Look here, you are the main reason why they are coming so don't try acting silly!.." dad voice for serious, his face written with anger.
" I don't want to see anyone!.." mom bash inside staring at me.
" What's wrong?" Mom asked.
"Mom!.. please help me tell dad, I don't want to see anyone, his friend and son are coming to see me but I don't want to see anyone!.." my eyes teary, but she never say anyword .
" Will you plead me not to get her married?..." Dad turned staring at mom with an annoying smile.
" Da..I will rather escape than get married to who so ever...?" I muttered sobbing.
" You will do no such thing!.." mom yelled at me, I sometime feel bad for Mom because she don't have a say in anything dad says.

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Mom and I were I the kitchen preparing lunch when I heard my name called outside.
It's dad, I rush out , he was sited at the sitting room with two men, I guess the one seated at the left side is his friend, an elderly man, in his easily 40' s or about, just like dad, a d beside my right is a young guy, about my gave but I think, In he's 20's or more.
Nicely dressed and the scent of his body spray .
" Dad!...you called me !.. " I muttered calmly.
" Don't you know how to greet?.." the young man beside my right yelled, his voice build but I will say, it's harsh. Hearing this makes me hate him more than ever , how dare he teach me manners in my own home!.. I turned staring at him but didn't say a word.
" Jun..be easy on her!." He elderly man beside muttered drowning out a brow.
My gaze slowly went to the man and I smile out at him.bowing to greet him after that I turned back to my dad.
" Don't you know how to greet your husband?.." that's from dad but I never say a word, only stood there like a dead tree or what ever.
" Dad you called me!" I finally asked after a long silent in our mist.
" Don't you guy teach her manners?.." the same man speak out again but then I waited to hear from dad.
" Her mother spolt her!.." I wasn't expecting something good than that, he just insulted my mom because of my manners, If he wasn't my father, I would have also insulted him Orr done something crazy to him. If he can have the gods to insult me in the present of my dad and yelle at me then what can't he do when we are fully married. Hell in marriage and I won't dare involved myself in this. I rather escape from home than do this. The idiot stood up walking towards me, he walk round me as if selecting a gown or what ever he think. He lean close to my neck as if scenting my scent or skin. Then he withdrow with a smile.
" Ahum...I think I will have to manage her..for now!." He muttered, how I got really mad at his speech. Staring deathly at him but what can I say or do.
He just said he was going to manage me like I'm some clothe or some food. I wish I could blow off his nose from his face and plug out his eyes from it sucker. And manage me for now..that means he will abandoned me when he find another person, what a hell and dad supported him and his smiling too. I have turned to a slave who is to be sold out for money.
" Go get us some coffee!" The man called my father muttered, I nodded walking out, at the kitchen mom gave me a questioning look.
" What's wrong ?.. " how I hate why mom asked me such questions, my eyes filled with uncontrollable tears, it runs down helplessly like a water fall.

" You don't have to cry.. dear, Everything is going to be fine , your father has his reasons why he want you to get married to him. She poured the coffee in the coffee cups and placing it in the tray. I walk out to the sitting room, how they laugh and their laughter echoing everywhere.
I dash inside, walking to the man who call himself my father first serving him before I went the the man beside my left. But when it got to the so call idiot. I place the tray on the table not wanting to serve him. Serving him will make me a fool and I can't admit that.i know he was staring death at me but I don't care. I'm sure Dad and the other man didn't get notice because they were talking talking and laughing. I walk back to the kitchen.
After some hours, my name was called and I walk in.
" Your husband is going..you can walk him to the car!..." Dad said.
" Please father!..I'm busy inside, I wasn't the one who brought him in so why should I walk him out?.."
" You guys have to give me a little chance to teach this bitch a lesson!!." The idiot yelled. .
" Jun!!!..." His father called his name tapping at his shoulder to calm him down but who cares, dad stared surprised at me not knowing what else to say.
" Jun.. let's go.." his father said pulling him out.
Immediately they left, mom came out .
" What happened?.. what did you do?.." she asked .
" You have to speak to your daughter or else!... anyways, her marriage is very soon !" He muttered walking away.

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I lyed at the bed staring at the ceiling, Angel was already asleep, why is all this happening to me, why have everything turned this way. I could tears running down my cheeks, I quickly wipe them off when I heard Angel's voice , she might be awake, I turned staring at her direction and she's awake, I sat up staring at her with a smile
" How do you wake ?.. " I asked sand she shake off in response
" What's wrong?..you had a bad dream?." She still shake off, I pull her to myself.
" Then whats the problem!.." she touch her stomach giving me some signs, signs that she's hungry. I stood up walking towards the door, I pull off the handle but it didn't open, I tired again but it's lock from outside. Who have done this..but why?..
" Someone should open the door.. you have lock it from outside" I yelled out but there was no response. I place my ears at the door to hear out. Some foot step approaching the door
" Mom!.. get the door open, angel is hungry and I need to get her something to eat please?.. why did you lock the door.." but there wasn't any word .
" Mom!.. are you there?.." I asked when I heard someone sobbing and its mom. Why is she crying again whats wrong with her.
" Mom get the door open.. what's wrong with you!.." I yelled out just feeling angry.
" Ema..you can't come out ..!" She whispered in tears
" Why..why can't I go out.. dad did this right?.. gosh..why did he have to do this?..where is he ?". I whispered back
" Here I am!!.." some step approaching the door.
" Dad please...Angel is hungry and I need to give her something to eat please...you can decide to punish me but don't also punish this little child"
" That's why I have to punish you..you don't want to get married to some one good but you want to get married to some idiotic soul of creation...." Dad yelled out.
" Dad his a human ...!"
" ..is a sea creature human..who taught you that?.. or is he the one who also taught you that?..." He yelled out.
" And for you!.. don't dare open that door or else!..." That's for mom, then I only heard him walking away why mom keep sobbing. I went back to bed, Angel crying so bitterly and hungry, in need of food.
I quickly rush towards the cupboard which I had eailer kept some fruits like bananas, and other stuff. gathering everything together for her to eat, not really worried about myself