MY DECISION

VIII - NEW FRIEND

I was only seated at the town filed thinking deep, when I suddenly felt a hand at my back. I quickly turned staring at someone who stood behind me, his face cover but I thinks is he not she.
" Hello... Can I sit with you?" Before I could muttered a word he was already seated.
" What's your name?." He asked out
" I'm Subaru" I fake out , he stared at me for sometime as if doubting me.
" I'm auto..." He muttered, I wasn't really comfortable him sitting next to me.
" Who are you !??..." He Stared at me for sometime then pull out his hat showing me his face, I got really surprised why he was doing that. I stared surprised at him when I had seen his face, he looks cute and adorable..
" Now you know who I am!.."
"No.. I don't know you.. and why are you letting me see your face?.."
" Yes..my friends usually mock me, that I don't have a female close friends who I usually review my face to!.."
" But I'm not your friend?.."
" Don't you want to be my friend?." His question really confusing and complicated.
" Ah..I didn't say that.. isn't it dangerous.. what if it ends up to be lies they told you..."
" No..I was there when it happen.. I no everything.." he muttered feeling so sad about it. I stared so pitiful at him.
We keep talking and talking, and I keep admiring his beauty, but not compared to the tail... I mean the merman. After a long time of talking I had to go back home because I don't want mom and dad looking for me.
When I get home, I went up my room, the door was wide open, I got inside.
" Mom!!... Dad!!..." I called out but there wasn't any response. I stared round the room but my gaze stopped at xiaofei!.
" You are still here?..."
" Yes...you haven't ask me to leave and who is he you went to see?.." moving towards me, I wasn't really surprised about him knowing I was with someone.
"Does it matter?.." giving out a questioning look but he only smile out.
" One thing about merman is that, we are always jealous.. and we don't want anyone coming close to our...."
" Your what??.. " I yelled out cutting him off. he stared in annoyance then lean back at the wall, his hands cross to his chest.
" Why do you hate me ??.." I was never expecting such a question from him, I never hate him.
" I don't hate you if you thinks that's the problem"
" Then what's the problem?.. have you heard something evil about me ??..."
" Xiaofei...you are a fish " I could see the surprised look he got.
" Seriously!.. then what happened if am a fish as you claim!" Releasing his hand but taking it behind him.
" You are evil...now you are.."
" ....yes...I'm evil, you hit the point, you won't get married to me because I'm evil.. didn't you see it, before you ask me never to leave you?, When you accepted me, to feel or taste how it feel to love someone?..."
" I said that because I was desperate!.."
" Yes.. I got you.. desperate, I mean always desperate, now you are desperate right??..."
" Yes.. I'm not, I now discovered isn't right for me!!!.."
" Wow.. discovered... everyday you discovered new things, have you turned yourself into scientist who live their life's in discovering..??... Tell me Ema !.." he yelled out.
" Or you think I was also desperate?...decieve?.. I'm not the devil .. you can go ahead and make new discoveries, choose to get married or choose to get raid of the child, for I don't care , but not because I don't really care but you push me not to care!.."

Right now, I only feel that I'm the bad person here, I know he was really affected by my words but only that, he don't want them to show out, he only turned, walking away, I'm sure he was going and never going to come back. Now it's my choose to Choice who to spend the rest of my life with, not quiet long he left mom and dad bash in my room.
" Who were you talking to?.." dad ask .
" No one, only talking to myself!.."
" Mom!.dad!.. I have made up my final decision..." They stared at me for sometime.
" What final decision are you talking about?.." mom asked out.
" I won't get married to the merman!.."
" Are you serious?.."
They muttered out together.while I nodded my head, I could see the excitement they got especially my mom.

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I haven't seen him for days now and he hasn't come around and I'm just worried, were will he be, in the water with his tail❓❓❓...