MY DECISION

Transformation _ Chapter lll

I and xiaofei have been close enough to share our feeling and secret. I have accepted him as a friend not only a friend but the closet Friend.
He was always in the stream waiting for me each time I go to the stream.that become our meeting point especially in the early hour of the day. I often asked him, why he prefer sitting at the stream and also fond of a particular stone. But he was always smiling at me.

" I love seeing how the water moves calm in the morning " he said out that morning when we were seated together.
" I don't think we are going to see me tomorrow " he muttered to me I n the most calmest tone.
" What are you saying " I asked staring at him confused.this was what I never wanted hearing, why is he leaving?.
" I would like to go back home " he muttered, I was only speechless, I know I was going to miss him so much, why must he have to leave now.
" Will you come back" I asked out in a shaking voice but he stared at me for sometime before altering a word.
" Will you miss me ?" Ignoring my question, why won't I miss him, I have spent funny time with each other, share lovely memories together.
" What about you, will you miss me?" I quickly asked but he smiled out staring at the water.
" Only if you miss me" I only started surprised at him. But then he stood up.
" I need to leave"
"So fast? Does that mean I won't see you again" he only stared at me quit sometimes.
" I don't know about it yet"
" You don't know..you aren't going to come back!.."
" Only if you want me to come back, then I will." I angrily stood up
" I don't want you .. I don't care if you come back" turning away from him.
" Is that what you want??" Drowning a bro at me.
" Then if you sy so" he muttered, there was some silent at the atmosphere.
" Aren't you going to miss me..."
" I won't miss you..safe journey.." walking away.
I just said that because I was upset not that I really meant it.
That night was hell for me, I severally have nightmare, getting marry to a merman besides the ocean, I have severally had this dream repeatedly and this always get me scared.

The next morning, when I was awake I quickly joined mom in the kitchen
" The fishes you bought the other day was much and it help us for days, but it's finished, can you go get more, I heard the fishermen are coming today."
mom muttered giving out a smile, I only nodded because I had nothing to say.
I took the bowl away from her walking out of the house. I walk lonely. expecting to find him there but what I arrived he wasn't there, he has spend days, has he forgotten about me? I wa only bittered inside of me. I sat at the stone he was always fond of, swinging my legs at the water, while sliding my fingers at it.i never get to know when I stared sobbing out. I tried stopping myself but I couldn't, he was gone and never going to see him again. It was only boring now. I now prefer staying home when I sure I wasn't going to meet him at the stream. Months and week's has has passed by and I haven't still seen him. I decide to stop thinking about him and continue my life.

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Mom and dad Weren't home, they have gone to the town meeting,and I was only at home, reading and doing other unnecessary things.
After that, I decide to walk down to the stream, to have some fresh air. I sat at the large stone swinging my legs as he loves doing when we are always together.
" Do you really miss me?" That familiar voice spoke behide me. I quickly stood up turning to stare back, he stood there, his hand brought back, staring with a smile.
" Xiaofei!!...you are back." I Rush forward giving him a tight hug, never wanting to let go.he cross his arms around me also enjoying the moment, then I withdraw staring at him, how he was perfectly good looking.
" I miss you xiaofei" I hurrily say out, he stared giving me that surprise look.
" Seriously!!." He muttered.while I nodded.
" How is everyone there" I asked staring at him shyly.
"They are doing great" he smile out before continuing.
" I told them about you".
" Seriously? That's so sweet of you, what did they say?" I quickly said out not wanting to waist anytime.
" Happy about it" smiling at me.
" Then I will love to see them, please will you take me to them?"
"Hmm.. They will rather come here to see you " he assured me. While I nodded.
" Xiaofei !!.." I called out, he raise his face towards me giving me a listening look.
"Staying beside the water isn't right, I was taught every conversation you make in the water,the water people also Baer you" he gave out a confusing look at me.
" I mean, the under water!"
" Seriously!!..." He muttered surprised.
" So we can decide to Change our meeting point"
" So... Where should we be meeting then?.."
"Ahm.. I don't really know..."
"Then your room right?...
I only stared surprised at him not knowing what else to say.
It's not safe in my room." I finally muttered.
" Then in your parents room!.." he muttered with a smile at me which got me really upset.
"I was only kidding...am sorry.." he apologize
" So what do you get for me as a welcome back gift?"
" I got you this" he quickly muttered as if already waiting for such questions, I stared at him in a confused manner. He deep his hand inside his pocket for sometime, then pull it out, handling a small box and other stuff which he covered with a little bag. I only stared at him in the most confusing manner, while he only smile at me drawing out a brow at me.
" What is this???..." I asked out staring at what was in my palms." When you get home you can check out for yourself."

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His body really cold as we walk hand in hand out of the stream walking outside looking for a hidening zoom which cough be safe for us, and finally we find it. It's a shell, which was properly covered. A wood place at the extreme end. We had our sit.
" Can I see you?" He muttered staring at me, I turned staring at him confused. " We have been together for a long time and I haven't seen your face."
I had earlier forgotten I have been covering my face and he didn't have the opportunity to see my face.
" I promise to keep it a secret!!.." I had nothing to fear about because am sure he could keep a secret, he has never broken his promise before. I pull out my Niqab out my face, I turned staring at him, he stared in a thoughtful expression. He blink severally. I was only scared, I took my Niqab to cover myself when he quickly held my hand.
" Don't put it on, you look beautiful this way!" A shiver quickly run down my spine making me feel nervous.
" Ema.." he called out, while I raise a brow at him.
" I Love you.." I stared at him confused, he ignored my look leaning closely, I never knew what he was particularly going to do but I think it's something bad that isn't accepted in the culture. But sincerely speaking I want to feel it. He stared so close for sometime before locking up his lips at mine.a long and strange shiver runs down deep into my spine that I got really scared trying to pull back but he held tight.i feel he is transferring sometimes magical In side me, but what is that. He's lips suddenly got cold and his body that I started shivering, I quickly withdraw back, I couldn't understand how I was feeling, I had no idea what was happening to me. Something strange making movement inside of me. I wanted throwing up, I got my mouth open but nothing came out, I stared at xiaofei who seems to know what is happening
" What is happening to me!!.." I yelled out " what have you done to me" he didn't say a word, he stared close again locking up his lips at mine, maybe he want me to stop feeling that way, but this time was even worster, what he was transferring was fast and never want to stop.i tried pulling away but he held me not wanting to let g, what was he doing to me, why have he choosen to do this to me, have I done anything bad to him. I was already tired and I have already had enough of what so ever he was transferring inside of me. I got only weak because it was much on me and unbearable and strong.
My body got weaken only wanting to fall on the ground and face my creation. My tight hold of him suddenly became losses on him. I wasnt myself anymore, I was really dying and that was what I never wanted. Despite my condition he was never letting me go. I only fond my body going down down.....

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