Chapter 5

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It's been two weeks and I haven't left my room. After what they did to me I haven't had the strength to go to school. I felt humiliated, used, and worthless. I had fifteen missed calls from Ryder and 76 texts from him. I could tell he was concerned. He even tried coming to visit me but I refused to see him. I knew it would be hard to talk about what happened. I kept rehearsing what I would say if someone asked what happened. Each time my answer was the same, they raped me. I hated that word rape. It was revolting. Each time I took a shower I scrubbed my skin until it turned red, as if scrubbing myself to the bone would make me feel better but it didn't. I laid in bed and slept the majority of the day. The rest of the day I would find myself crying helplessly. I knew my parents were concerned that I was cooped up in my room and not talking to anyone. Joel was away with friends and I didn't want to drag my little sister into my mess. She was way too young. I knew I couldn't keep hiding forever but I was going to hide as long as I could. I was...broken.

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