Separated

Truth F-ing Hurts

Chapter 13:

Serious shit really went down with Kayla and Marla. I never knew Marla had a crush on me?! I can't even be mad at her again, I've lied about so many things before to her face. I don't wanna be the hypocrite that tells everyone they shouldn't be lying, while I'm also lying.

I was debating a lot if I should check up on her tonight... Actually, no! I'm gonna have a little fucking chat Kayla. I need to know what the fuck that was all about.

"Hey!" I screamed loudly.

"Oh great," Kayla murmured. "Here comes the buzzkill."

"The hell was that all about?"

"Sometimes people need to know the truth Cassie..."

"You know how much fucking damaged you caused?!" I asked aggressively. "Don't you even remember what we talked about in detention-"

"DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING BRING THAT UP!" Kayla yelled. "You think I ever wanted to open up to you? I was just using you, I knew you were gonna fuck up your whole chance with this student president nonsense."

"Oh great! So you lied too."

"Fucking hell, Cassie! When the fuck are you going to learn that people lie all... the... damn... TIME!" Kayla screamed. "You're such a suck-up, it's embarrassing."

"Well, I was stupid enough to actually think you changed into a better person."

I walked off, she's getting on my last nerve. I really thought about what Kayla was talking about. Marla lied to me, Lydia lied, Emma sometimes lied, mom too... I hate my fucking life so much. Everything possibly turned to shit when Marla woke up. Like I said before, I wish everyone would just leave us alone.

Oh no, I found Marla crying in the one spot we used to hide together. That place was always a comfort zone, just letting out all your emotions. Looks like Marla's crying even harder now.

I started heading toward the door, I think she heard me opening it.

"Go away, Cassie please!" She replied sobbing.

"No, not until we talk," I said. "Why have you been lying to me?"

"Lying to you?" Marla laughed. "You're kidding me right?"

"No! Why couldn't you just tell me the truth? Oh I just have a slight crush on you no big deal! Look at everything that just happened Marla."

"So it's by fault that Kayla ruined our big night?!"

"That's not at all what I'm trying to say! I'm trying to figure out what the fuck it is that your so afraid of?!"

"I was afraid that this would happen! We would be arguing constantly!"

"I'm not trying to argue with you Marla..."

"Whatever, fuck this I'm leaving."

"No you're not!"

I put my hand on the door, blocking Marla away.

"Don't push my limits Cass, I don't want any trouble."

I locked the door behind both of us, I walked towards Marla a little too close. So she really is afraid of her own feelings for me huh? I'll show her.

I touched Marla's face, she was turning into a tomato again. Crazy how with just one touch from me she turns all red. I leaned in closer and kissed her, Marla's lips tasted like birthday cake chapstick. We both couldn't stop, Marla was turning into a moaning mess.

No... No! What the fuck am I doing?! I pushed Marla back away from me, I can tell she was about to pass out. She looked at me with a confused look.

"Fuck... why did I do that! What's wrong with me!" I say to myself.