Separated

It's Just The Hormones Hurting You

Chapter 16:

Today was awkward, no one was talking and everyone was silent the whole period. I didn't know why but I needed to figure it out. I tried talking to Lydia, Emma, and even some of the girls from my old cheerleading team. But of course, no one was talking.

Then during the second period, the speaker went off.

"Good afternoon students, have some really depressing news," Ms. Waters continued. "According to yesterday, Marla Morris was pronounced dead but her death is unknown."

I looked at Ayden confused, there's no way she can be dead. Right?

"We will be hosting a ceremony for her during lunch. Please continue on with class, and remember who we lost today."

The whole class was dead silent, I could see Lydia crying in the corner.

"Good riddance, now she can go to hell with the rest of those faggots," Kayla yells out.

"Shut the fuck up Kayla! I'm glad you didn't kill yourself, stupid bitch."

"Cassie calm down!" Ayden says worriedly.

As much as I love Ayden, I couldn't calm down. Kayla pissing me the fuck off, I decided to punch her again. She gets knocked down on the floor, the desk was thrown around. With all my force, I bashed her head on the corner of the desk. Causing her to have a concussion.

"CASSIE?! WHAT THE HELL?!" Emma shouts.

"Holy shit," Ayden said as he blushed.

Ms. Hill breaks me and Kayla up. Both of us ended up going to Ms. Waters.

"I'm extremely disappointed in both of you. Cassie, I'm gonna start with you first," She goes on to say how I'm still failing all my classes and my student president privilege is getting taken away.

I begged her that I'll get better but she doesn't trust me anymore. Kayla started making random shit that never happened. It's almost like she's always trying to be the victim when in reality Marla and I were victims.

"I'm sorry Cassandra, but I have no choice but to have someone else be student president, you're giving a bad example for this school. We can't have a president who fights all the time."

I started hyperventilating, I ran to the closet where Marla and I used to talk everything out. I started crying hysterically. She's fucking death, and the last thing I ever said to her was we shouldn't be friends anymore. I'm so stupid for even saying those words. This isn't fair that everything is being taken away from me.

"Cassie?" Ayden called out. "Blondie, are you okay?"

I ran into Ayden arms, tears started flooding his shirt.

"I can't fucking do this anymore Ayden! This isn't right!"

"I know, I know."

Ayden lifts up my chin, touching his lips onto mine. Instead I push away.

"I'm sorry Ayden, I'm just not in the mood."

"It's okay, I'll give you some alone time."

Damn, my mental health is shot. Marla's fucking death, Kayla's on my last fucking nerve, and my more baby's eating disorder is getting worse. I needed the fucking vape again, it's been a while. Even though I promised my fucking mom I wouldn't start that shit again, but I have no choice. I grabbed my phone and started looking up places to buy vapes. I needed to stop worrying. Mom was fucking right, I should have never agreed to therapy. It's my fucking fault she's dead, I pretty much ghosted her. God, I feel like fucking moron.