I am a tragedy waiting to happen.
I am the calm before the storm.
I am the feeling of being torn apart.
I am barely holding myself together.
But I look happy.
So then,
I must be happy.
I am the chameleon.
I am whoever you need me to be.
I am the encouraging side character,
in someone else's story.
I am the carefully crafted champion.
But my victories are meaningless when
someone else's success shadows over mine.
I am the quiet girl.
The nice girl.
I am an angel.
At least I seem like one.
I say "good morning",
"How are you?",
and "I love your outfit!"
I am a predictable perfectionist.
I am a model student.
But I'm not happy.
I'll never be happy.
I'll never be good enough.
If you truly know me,
you'll realize that.
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A Manuscript From Midnight
PoetryA collection of passages (most are sad) that I've written late at night when my brain decides to go into crisis mode. Enjoy!