Jah (XXXTENTACION fanfic)

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"Why the fuck did you grab her hand instead of mine!?" Jenesis shouted at me.

She had pulled me aside 10 minutes ago, after w had just ran from the house. I swear, this bitch be getting way too angry about this. I just grabbed the closest person to me and ran.

"Jen can you calm the fuck down bruh! I ain't even dating you, first of all!" I finally shouted back. Ain't no way I was letting this butch act like I'm her nigga.

"Oh but you can have sex with me? Huh? I ain't your girl but you can fuck me whenever you want!?" She yells, so loud that the others start looking over, concerned.
"Who even is she anyway! I ain't never seen you with her!" She points at Kali.

Kali POV

I ain't finna lie, I was listening to every last word they was saying. That's why u wasn't caught of guard when jenesis points at me. I look over awkwardly. Ion wanna get involved in this. It ain't my fault Jah grabbed my hand instead of hers.

But Jen keeps on yelling

"Come on Jahseh , tell me who the fuck she is!"

"She's my ex, ok! She's my ex. We dated back in 2014 when we were both 16. We were in juvie when we met and dated for a little while when I got out. We never made anything official but I guess yeah, she was my first girlfriend." Jahseh tells her, and he glances over at me, before looking back at Jen.

"OH MY FUCKING GOD! that's so much worse than what I thought! I thought she was some rapper you and Stokely fuck with." She complains. Ngl this bitch was getting on my nerves.

"I kinda am..." I tell her. She seriously don't know who I am? "My names Kali, but if you're talking to me while I'm in the studio my names KalKai." I force a laugh, and cringe slightly after.

She gives me a dirty look, like I was some Broward county trash. Well, I kinda am, but so is her 'boyfriend'.

"Look, Jenesis, you don't know me, but I ain't finna waste my time on a stupid introduction knowing you probably already hate my guts. I Also, I ain't finna be polite during this explanation of who I am to Jah." She rolls her eyes when I called him Jah instead of Jahseh.
"Me and him were on the same bus on the way to Juvie, and became pretty good friends back in late 2013 into early 2014. I had got an 11 month sentence, Jah originally got the same, but it was extended to a year and 4 months for reasons I'll explain in a minute.

I had had a slight crush on Jah pretty much since day 1 of prison. And he caught on very fast. Literally the first time me, him and stoke had dinner in there Stokely caught me staring at Jah. But cuz Jahseh didn't see me stare at him, he didn't believe Stokely. So later on, during yard time, I stayed in my bunk, all alone cuz I was involved in a violent crime.

Stoke was still trying to prove to Jah I was staring so during that yard time, they both came j to girls block. Obviously I denied. Being a 16 year old girl in prison all alone ain't easy, so I wanted to have a bit of fun by having a crush but hiding it like I was in middle school. Stokely kept trying to Get me to admit it but I want giving up. So He stormed off in a mood. Jahseh stayed behind, and I got my flirt on and starting teasing him, saying I was looking at him. Anyway, after a couple minutes he went outside to join ski.

I was happy I got to speak to him, until I yet again realised I was in prison. One thing lead to another, some bitch caught me doing some depressing shit I ain't repeating, and she went and ran her mouth to half the prison. Jah heard they was talking shit and beat this one guy up (he was the worst one). And that was the start of our relationship. After a painful and depressing 11 months, Jah had managed to beat up more niggas for me and got his sectence increased by 5 months. So now I wasnt gonna see him for 5 months. That was torture since I had a pretty big crush on him at that point.

So on my and Stokely's last night, and and Jahseh admited we had feelings for each other and hooked up on this random hill the prison owns half off. Before I knew it 5 months had last. Throughout this whole time my parents had been really shitting about this all. They barely let me hang out with Stoke, but that where they drew the line at anymore Prison friends. They thought I was gonna get even more fucked up in the head and go to proper prison or knocked up idk. It was purely because I smeared and tainted their perfect family name.

Anyway, me and Stoke picked Jahseh up from juvie the very morning he got out. He was on probation like everyone when they first leave, but his mum kicked him out and his auntie did too. So we had to go see his grandma and her get verified so Jah could live with her.

Then, that night, the one night his probation hadn't fully gone through yet, so he and me snoo out and we went and hooked up on the same hill, just he other side than last time. But u wasn't allowed obviously. I got back late in the morning and me parents went insane. They moved us to Jacksonville the very next day. After I moved I never saw Jah again until today. It's been... a lot to take in. Cuz I think k on some level I loved Jah. Even if it was as a friend.but he is right. And, sorry Jah I finna snitch on you right now, me and Jah did just hook in his bathroom before the cops came. Before he beat up Trippie, which by the way, I need someone to tell me what happened with that. But I haven't been with Jah like that in so long. 2 fucking years. I haven't stopped thinking about him. But he's right. U ain't his girl, so don't get all defensive and weird cuz me and him fucked. He can fuck anyone he likes, just like you can. So calm yo bitch ass up, Kay." I finally finish my story, Jenesis glaring at me, probably more mad than before.

"Yeah. Well... I can be mad, cuz... " she stutters, almost like she was looking for an excuse "cuz I'm pregnant with his kid. Congrats, Jah, it's a boy." She grins.

I roll my eyes and throw my hands up in the air. What a load of bullshit.

"Jah, you can't seriously believe her? She's lying so you won't hook up with me again." I laugh

"Bitch shut the fuck up, this don't involve you!" Jen shouts at me.

"Come on Jah! Isn't it convenient that she tells you the second she finds out about me! She's tricking you! She wants you to feel sorry for her so she can keep getting dick."

Jah looks confused.

Jahseh POV

I'm fucking confused right now. I mean, im so happy I'm gonna be a dad, but I'm also only 18. And I don't wanna start a life with my son I don't wanna finish. I don't want to fishing life as it is right now.

And I want to believe Kali. It is weird that this is when Jenesis decides to tell me. But maybe Kali is trying to keep me with her. Fuck. I want Kali. So bad. I don't want no hoes anymore. I dont really want to be with Jen anymore. But I just don't know if Kali wants me. Maybe she really loves Trippie.

I don't know what to do.

Y'all go read my other story 'we were only teenagers' cuz I'm not really feeling this story anymore.

(The new one isn't a fanfic, lemme know if you want me to do a fan fic and who of)