Jah (XXXTENTACION fanfic)

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Jahseh POV

It's been so long living without Kali. I never stop thinking about her. But don't tell Jenesis that. She'll slit my throat. She's nice and all, but she seems to think we're official or smth. We're not. But she was living in a hotel with a creepy old guy, so I obviously let her move in to my place. But she's not my girl.

Anyway, I miss Kali. I still love her, but she's probably too busy with them motherfuckers from Chicago. I'm tripping tho, Juice WRLD is an amazing artist, we need to meet up one day fr.

Oh shit. That's it. That's how imma get Kali back here in Florida. Through Juice. She always goes on tour with him, since her and juices girl Ally are really close, so next time he comes to Florida, I'll throw a big party in my mansion. I'll message Jarad (Juice WRLD) and say it's the perfect time to meet. Kali is bound to come.

Kali POV

"Hey Kali! Jarad just said he's doing a small US tour next week!" Ally said as she came into my room.

"Oh tight! We all going?" I asked.

"Oh yeah! Me, you, Jarad, Charlton (the Kid LAROI), and Trippie. Well, Trippie and ski will be in Florida still then, they'll probs tag along once we get there."

"Sounds fucking amazing." I exclaim. She goes thru all the small plans, where we're going first, where we're gonna stay etc.  then she leaves to go find Jarad.

I don't exactly live with Jarad and Ally, but whenever my anxiety and depression gets bad, they practically lock me in the house untill I get better. And last week I had another attempt. I don't even know why at this point...

I start packing all my stuff over the next couple days, and when Monday rolls around, I'm the first one on the bus. We drive to our first stop, still in Chicago. Jarad performs like there's no tomorrow, even pulling me out with him to do some of the songs I have with him, and we hit the road again. Over the next week, we go to 6 different states, and out final stop is Florida.

Shit.

"Hey Jarad, where abouts in Florida are we going too?" I ask dreading the answer.

"Ummm, Tampa, Orlando, Jacksonville and Lauderhill. Ski and Trippie wannted to do a couple, so we finna be here for 4 days." He says.

Shit

Not only am I risking running into my parents in Jacksonville, but I'll probably see Jahseh in Lauderhill. This is gonna be a shit 4 days.

I go to the bathroom and take out my Xanax. I pop 3 and start to feel calm and flimsy. I guess being around Jarad hasn't been the best thing for my addiction, but so fucking what. Id rather be a druggie than a nervous shell if a person.

After a while i come out the bathroom and see that we're in Tampa. I instagram it, telling me and Jarads fans that this is the last star we're gonna be in.

Jahseh POV

"Aye nigga, they just got to Florida." Ski says after just getting off the phone. I nod and call Juice.

"Heyyy nigga how your doing?" I say

"Not bad, not bad. We just got into Florida this morning. Can't wait for all the shows, honestly Florida niggas go crazyyyy"

'Ohhh cool. Hey, I was thinking, since we have never actually met in person, i thought I would Invite you to a party im throwing this week. It's gonna be big, so bring anyone you know. "

Jarad agrees and then we hang up.

I grin.