Chapter 10-How often do you find yourself attracted to the same gender?

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In modern-day Shanghai, the city's skyline is not the only thing that touches the heavens

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In modern-day Shanghai, the city's skyline is not the only thing that touches the heavens. Hidden among the skyscrapers and bustling streets are beings from different realms and timelines, each with their own fate interwoven by destiny.

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The next day, Shen Qingqiu sat in his university lecture, trying to focus on the professor's words. The room was filled with the soft murmur of students taking notes, but his mind was elsewhere, entangled in the thoughts and feelings he had tried to suppress after his date with Meiying.

With a quick glance around to ensure no one was watching, Shen Qingqiu discreetly pulled out his phone. The blue light from the screen glowed softly as he navigated to a search engine. He hesitated for a moment, his heart pounding, before typing, "Am I gay test?" into the search bar. Several links appeared, and he clicked on one that seemed reputable.

As the quiz loaded, Shen Qingqiu's anxiety increased. He took a deep breath and began answering the questions, each one making him confront the thoughts and feelings he had been avoiding for so long.

**Question 1: How often do you find yourself attracted to the same gender?**

Shen Qingqiu's fingers hovered over the options before selecting, "Often." Memories of Luo Binghe's smiles and the way his presence stirred something deep within him flashed through his mind.

**Question 2: Do you fantasize about relationships with the same gender?**

He hesitated, then chose, "Yes." He recalled the dreams he'd had, dreams where Luo Binghe's touch felt more real and comforting than anything else he had experienced.

**Question 3: How do you feel when you think about dating someone of the opposite gender?**

Shen Qingqiu paused, recalling his date with Meiying. While she was lovely and kind, the feelings he had hoped to cultivate simply weren't there. He selected, "Neutral."

**Question 4: Have you ever felt romantic feelings for someone of the same gender?**

Without hesitation, he selected, "Yes." The thought of Luo Binghe made his heart ache with a strange mix of longing and fear.

**Question 5: How comfortable do you feel with the idea of being in a same-gender relationship?**

Shen Qingqiu took a deep breath and chose, "Comfortable."

As he continued through the questions, each response felt like a small weight lifting off his shoulders. It was as if he was finally acknowledging a truth he had long suppressed, a truth that was becoming increasingly undeniable.

**Final Question: Do you feel comfortable identifying as gay?**

Shen Qingqiu stared at the question, feeling a mix of fear and relief. With a trembling hand, he selected, "Yes."

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