Esteban, Ready to Risk It All

Chapter 22 ~ History

Esteban

"That feeling that you have right now, is how I felt when I got the video and how I felt last night watching you with Sabrina,"  Remi tells me, and I get the point, it's painful.

"And just to be clear, there is nothing and has never been anything between Gav and I. I am not Tina. I mean that. I will not share with you your former mistresses. I am not going to lower myself and fight over a man who thinks so little of me, my reputation, and my child that he will risk it all because he feels bad." her focus is on me waiting for my answer.

Before I can respond she adds "I understand if you need to atone for your past behavior but take this time and do that before it ruins any chance of us having a future." There are no tears in her eyes but the sadness I see breaks my heart. I stand up moving around the table. I pull her out of her seat into my arms.

I know what she is trying to do and it's not necessary. I love her, I want only her, and I don't need time to confirm this or prove it to anyone. I kiss the top of her head and her hands move up my back and she tightens her hold. I feel the shake of her body and know her emotions have gotten the best of her.

What can I do to assure her none of this is necessary, I know she plans to leave me at least for a while that is her MO, but not this time, I won't allow it to happen. "I refuse to let you go, we don't need space, we don't need it" I whisper in her ear, my chest is wet with her tears "Trust me, believe in me and stay with me-" my emotions prevent me from speaking.

"I'm not leaving you, I want you to have a choice. You have other options " her voice is weak "There is no other option for the second time you are my choice" Leaning back I lift her chin and give her a kiss, a confirmation of my love and commitment, a promise. "It's just us.

We end our conversation by laying on the couch, I feel her ass press into my manhood and place my hand on her hip to stop the movement "You are the one hung over, you need to rest and not with my dick in you" my voice is hoarse with lust. Remi's response was to turn over and face me, replacing her ass with her hand and applying pressure. I can't resist and a moan escapes me.

Remi kisses my neck, the pressure I felt is gone, and her hand is now rubbing the back of my head, she knows what that does to me. Wrapping my arms around her I roll on my back. "What are you doing?" I get my answer when she straddles me. Her moves are seductive, she grinds herself on my hardon. 'Remi-" she shushes me and then places her finger in my mouth. My body naturally responds to her, and my hips lift to meet the friction she is creating.

My eyes close "Hey" I open my eyes "Eyes on me" I watch as she pulls her shirt over her head, leaning over me she places her nipple on my lips, the firmness and pressure parts them and I draw her deeper into my mouth. Using my teeth I apply pressure, I squeeze her ass, swirling my tongue around her, I draw more of her into my mouth before releasing and moving my attention to the other.

Remi's movements become intense, the room fills with the sound of our passion. Her eyes are still on me, we are connected. Closing her eyes Remi bends down erratically she kisses me, pure passion fuels our movements, and her body tenses, her kiss turns into moaning and I know she has found her release, Her hips don't stop, she whispers seductively in my ear " join me" I cum hard. Breathing hard I take in my topless beauty, then we are both laughing.

"You make me feel like a teenager, this is the second time you've made me nut in my pants" She owns me and she knows it. "Is that a good thing?" the way I feel now I would say yes it is a good thing "Yes it's a good thing". I lift her off of me and place her down on the couch "I need to clean up" Remi jumps up "Oh I'm coming too I can use a shower" She pulls her shorts down and walks past me going to our bathroom.