Silience

hellooooooo

hiiii

so bnha ended

i actually remembered this acc existed bc of the ending!! god knows i wish i didnt!!!

and i saw i made 2 update chapters and never rlly got to doing what i said in those 💀💀

im ngl im likely not gonna proceed w whatever plans i had for them since 1. I have not caught up with mha in 5 years, 2. im going into uni now!! ywah so i started this when i was like 6-7th grade ish and all 💀💀💀 explains why the writing was the way it was,,

just went to write this to kind of tie up loose ends since writing was really a huge part of my life ever since i was a kid, so was anime and fandom. In a way it still is, except instead of bnha, hetalia, and haikyuu, its now idol rhythm games (my oshis are tenn and eichi iykyk 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️).

I dont post fanfic anymore but i still do very much read a lot!! I think i honestly will til i grow old since really, fanfic has always been a form of escapism for me whether it was reading or writing. It was also a way to connect with people as when i wrote this i remember my friends helping me imagine certain scenes and give me advice— now i do beta read some of my friends' fics and even do it as a side gig for extra money,,!!   So really, fanfic is and always will be somewhat special to me in every sense of the word.

But yeahhh,, i had a lot of plans for this fic so im just gonna bulletpoint what came up from my head even if i have not read this fic in ages and dont remember much because i refuse to

- this was supposed to have various endings you could choose, afaik it was izuku, ochako, bakugo, shoto, dabi, kaminari, kirishima, momo, shigaraki, and dabi w endings i planned and shindo,,,

- dabi was my favorite to brainstorm about,, i think it was supposed to be some enemies to lovers esque we-can-fix-each-other kinda thing,,

- it was only supposed to go up til the eri arc bc thats where i stopped reading the manga 💀

- i have 3 google docs files from 2019-2020 for this fic and i have. NO idea if ive published them here or not and i have dignity to not read through my old work but basically its abt yn meeting shoto's mom and siblings chapter(?)

Thats all though!!!! Im happy to forever forget about my dark wattpad history after this!! Though really i think the main thinv i wanted to do by posting this was to say thank you to everyone who read this. I remember growing up really insecure and all, like any kid was but with writing the fuel my delusions and escapism, as well as being around a community who commented and liked my writing despite its atrocities— i became a lot happier. Theres still a lot of issues i face today but i think i can find it in myself to realize that wattpad, quotev, and deviantart were kind of my gateways to feeling better about myself.

So Stay safe and Take care to whoever is reading this <33