I know I am wrong
But it's hard for me to say no to people
I know what I am doing is wrong
But I need sometime, cause I am weak and feeble
Some little time
Wallahi! my intentions are pure
but I need sometime to adjust.
I know what the righteous say is right
And I couldn't say no to them either
I try hard to stay on the right path
But I guess I am not that strong
It makes me feel more guilty then already I am
That even asking for sometime feels wrong
I am afraid of the righteous
And I am afraid of myself too
It feels like I am heading on the wrong path
I am scared now that what if I become that hypocrite who thinks they are on the truth?
- Bushra
