Sheikh Albani رحمه الله Said:
الحقيقة أن الدين يُسر، عقَّده الناسُ؛ طائفة منهم بجهلهم وطائفة أخرى بتعنتهم.
*"The truth is that the religion is easy but people complicate it, Some of them with their ignorance and some with their harshness"*
[سلسلة الهدى والنور ٣١٧]
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I woke up with an intense migraine and fever making me groaned in pain. I checked the time only to realized that I had left for good ten hours thereby missing Zuhr and Asr Salah. I tried standing up but my body is so weak so I just picked up my phone and switched it on.
Muttering some Dua, I managed to stand up and walked towards the door before opening it only to find Adam sleeping on the floor in front of the door.
I tapped his shoulder and he opened his eyes.
"You're back. How are you? I slept off when I came back from the Masjid" He said but I just nod. I head to my room and immediately hit the shower. I took a very long cold bath to reduce my temperature and likewise the migraine. Ad Alhamdulillah it worked.
"Saniyah I'll be sincere with you but I don't like what you did" Adam said immediately I walked into the room. I ignored him and went into the closet.
"Saniyah" He called following me. "Saniyah I know you love your late husband a lot. Wallahi I respected the love you have for him but this shouldn't be affecting our own marriage. I won't ask you to forget your late husband but Saniyah I'm your husband now. We're married" He said and I burst into tears. He pulled me into a hug and started consoling me.
No matter how much I tried to, I still find it hard to focus on my new marriage.
"Just trust in Allah, He will help us through this" He said and I nod tightening my hands around him as the hug really calm me down. The warmth radiating from him is really soothing.
"You're having temperature. Go and observe your missed Salah and I'll get you something to eat then you will use your drugs" He said amd I nod. He breaks the hug and excuse himself while I change from the towel into a harmless short gown. Going back to the room, I put on my khimar and socks before observing my Salah.
I lay down on the bed while waiting for Adam. And my wind wonder back to the beginning of our marriage. He had been nothing but caring. Yes he doesn't love me but the respect and care is enough for now. It's high time I let go of the past and focus on the present.
And I promise myself not to let what happened today repeats itself.
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"Saniyah this is not funny" Adam said as I burst into another round of laughter.
"Adam I bet Sawdah isn't as nervous as you are. Calm down hubby it's your wedding" I gestured and he rolled his eyes.
"Easy for you to say." He said before he started rummaging his closet again.
"Adam stop scattering everything it's not like you will arrange them. This is the sixth clothes I'll be choosing for you to wear yet you're not satisfied." I said with the aid of the speaking aid device this time around.
"Fine. I'll go for this" He said pointing to the white jalabia, black and gold bisht, white kefiyyah and black agal. "I'll pair it with that black dressing shoe" He added pointing to one of his shoes and I nod sighing in relief.
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