The Fragile Heart Of A Muslimah

Chapter Sixteen

Sheikh Albani رحمه الله Said:
الحقيقة أن الدين يُسر، عقَّده الناسُ؛ طائفة منهم بجهلهم وطائفة أخرى بتعنتهم.
*"The truth is that the religion is easy  but people complicate it, Some of them with their ignorance and some with their harshness"*

[سلسلة الهدى والنور ٣١٧]

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Saniyah's Point Of View

Why am I heartbroken? Why did I cry? This are questions that have been going through my mind since yesterday. Is it the fact that he wants to marry another wife when our Marriage is hardly two months or is it the fact that he has a gun in his possession and he is involved with the so called Mafia world? I find it hard to answer this questions.

Presently, the king, queen, Adam and his parents are downstairs discussing only Allah knows what. My hands travelled to my stomach as a sad smile appeared on my lips. Ya Allah.

I stood up from the bed and walked into the closet. I took one of my small travelling box and started arranging my clothes inside it. I dressed in a emerald green two pieces Jilbab and tied my Niqabi before wearing my white and mint green Nike sneakers. I put my phone, headphone, charger and my speaking aid device into my black side bag before closing it up.

Pulling my box with me, I walked downstairs.

"Sawdah won..." Adam stopped midway as his eyes landed on my before it moves to my box and back to me. "Where are you going?" He asked with different emotions swirling in his eyes.

"I need a break. I'll like to go home" I said and his eyes widened.

"Saniyah I want us to..."

"Let her go" He king said and Adam's head snapped towards him.

"Grandpa wallahi I promise to make things right..."

"Go and drop her at the airport, I'll give my pilot a call now" His dad cuts in bringing out his phone from his pocket.

"As Salam Alaykum Wa Rahmatullahi Wa Barakatuhu" I greeted and they all replied before I left. My mother in law followed me out while Adam when upstairs to get dressed.

"I'm really sorry Habeebty, you're not supposed to be going through all this. And please make sure to take care of yourself and my grandchild okay?" My mother in law said and I nod.

Adam walked towards us and opened the car. I got into the passengers seat while he got into the driver's seat after placing my bag inside the car trunk. He started the car and drove out of the compound only for him to stopped the car after a ten minutes journal.

"Saniyah please I want us to talk. I won't like it if you go to your parents place with a pending issue on ground. I know I fucked up really bad and that is why I want to correct my mistakes. Firstly, wallahi I wasn't forced into this marriage. Truth to be told, I love someone else but when Grandpa brought the idea of wanting me to marry you, i did my istikarah and it was a yes. So I decided to accept the proposal. Mum and Dad never got to know until I said yes..."

"Then why did you say that your parents were controlling your life at the hospital"

"That was unintentional, I don't even know what I was saying."

"The friends you always say you're meeting with, is it Sawdah you were meeting instead? How are you or how do you even get a gun and how do you get to know who Huzzy is and who the hell is Mufasa"